Behind that mask of yours Kakashi x Iruka

he never loved me...

-3rd person pov-

Iruka woke up to Kakashi cuddling him, he didn't wanna disturb him so he let him cling onto him, after a while, Kakashi woke up"hello"

How can he be so casual when he's cuddling me?!

Kakashi got up and rubbed his eyes" thanks for the cuddle"Kakashi said with a smile and got his pillow, as he left the room, Iruka blushed as he got up to, they had work today, Iruka took a shower, brushed his teeth, after he got out of the shower, he put his uniform on and his shoes and walked downstairs to Kakashi making a roast, it was unusually 1 piece "aren't you gonna eat Kakashi shook his head and put Irukas toast on a plate"I'm not hungry Kakashi said forcing a smile.

"Um, okay"Iruka finished and put his plate in the sink, they walked out, Iruka grabbed his keys and phone, and they walked out, Kakashi got starred daggers at and it just made Iruka usher him out of that part of the village, Kakashi hugged him, tears streamed down his face, Iruka didn't notice this as he ran to the Hokage, and they started they're mission.

4 hours later...

Kakashi was spotted by Iruka on a bench, he had scars everywhere, and he was exhausted, he had to fight off a mugger, Iruka saw the state he was in and ran toward him"what happened to you" Kakashi just laid his head on Iruka's chest, breathing hard, they were off for the day since it was 9:30 pm Iruka carried Kakashi back to his house because he suddenly fell forward and past out.

Eventually, Kakashi woke up, he had band-Aids on his cheek, legs, Shoulder, and arms"your finally awake, thank goodness, I was worried about you"It was Iruka"i-Iruka, i-i need to tell you something" Iruka looked confused, Kakashi got out of the covers and kissed Iruka, Iruka pushed him off" what are you doing!?" Iruka instantly regretted what he had just done, Kakashi got off of him and said" sorry" Kakashi walked to his room, once he got in he slumped down, against the door he didn't even feel like crying, he rolled up his sleeves, and took off the bandages, he grabbed his razor and cut 27 lines, he felt dizzy, he didn't pass out, he just wrapped his arms up and laid on his bed repeating" he doesn't love me...he never did"