Rantings of Borderline Personality Disorder

Harley

I hate her.  She didnt do anything wrong just who he runs too every time and I hate her. I despise her. He wants to see her for her birthday tomorrow and wonders why I seem distant. It's either distance or violence for this and I hate her. I hate him too. I hate him for being sho quick to dismiss my feelings. It's my relationship to but I'm just supposed to get over his desire to be with her and love her. I have no one that I love like him and no one but my kids come before him. Not even myself. But he'll put his desire for her before my comfort. I fucking hate her. He told me how much better than me she was and expects me to accept it as something he said in anger not facts but I don't believe that because if it weren't true he wouldn't keep choosing her over my comforts in our relationship.