I left you. I had to. I knew your demon all too well and my own hellspawn rebelled against me because of how closely the two danced.
I wanted to save you. But I am weak and you wanted to drown inside your head.
I tried again after I left. I want you. But I don't know you anymore. Or maybe I know you too well.
The very last words you will speak to me are "Burn in hell you heartless, soulless monster."
I tried goddamit. But I could feel how wrong it was. I can't release the problems we can't solve and I want a new slate.
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Rantings of Borderline Personality Disorder
RastgeleThis is me. My pains and issues. The thing I post are true to the best of my knowledge. This is more of a journal. Welcome to my mind. My spider is named D'Vorah Dearest.