My Date for Prom (ON HOLD)

Chapter 5 - The Lingering Questions

I sighed for who knows how many times. Then I turn my head to look at the clock. It's 2 a.m. and I'm still awake. I turn my head back to stare at the ceiling again that is cover with polaroids and stars that glow in the dark.

How the hell in the world he end up in love with me? I mean there's more than a billion girls in this world so why choose me? We even barely know each other. Or did they made a prank on me. I had already been into those kind of prank once. I had never felt so stupid of myself in my entire life.

I don't really share this with anyone. I've never been scarred so deep in my life. My pure innocent for love was crush because of their stupid prank.

So I was a junior in highschool when I've been prank. There's this girl in my class. I think her name is Sandra. No, no. It's Sally. Wait, it's Sandy. I usually wasn't like this but I'm not too keen on remembering an asshole's name.

She always asked me if she could go to my house for study group since she's not very good in Math. So I just agreed with her thinking I could have a bestfriend. It was weird though because everytime she came, she always excused herself to the toilet. She used the toilet for guest since I don't really share my toilets with others and my mom said that guest could use the guest' restroom. Everytime she went to the toilet, it would be more than an hour and when she returned she would be sweating. At first, I don't really mind. Maybe she just get lost in this house since I always do even though I live in this house.

One day, I decided to follow her to the toilet. I'm not being a creep but the way she acts always makes me curious. It turns out that she don't even went to the toilet. I thought she was lost at first but she seems confident in every steps she takes so I don't she is lost. She was infront of my mom's room and walk in like she owns it. After more than hour, she came out and I noticed that her belly is bigger than usual. I quickly ran back to my room so she won't notice me. After we finished up our homework, I decided to play a game and the one who lost need to be tickle. It end up that I'm winning. So I started to tickle her stomach then I pretend I was suprised to felt something under her shirt. So I lift her shirt a bit and I was right. There were three of my mom's Chanel's dresses. She was so shocked that she ran out of the room an I guess she went home. I told my mom and she said to never bring any so called friend to hang out in her house. I promise her that I wouldn't.

The next day, she won't even look at me when I'm the one who should be mad at her. Since then, I never spoke with her again and glare sharply everytime we accidentally look at each other. She is such a bitch. Sneaky little thief.

A few weeks later, a pretty boy came up to me and asked me for a date. I guess I was blinded by his 'love confession' and decided to go out with him. I guessed I got obsessed with and showered him with expensive gifts every week. I coldn't believe myself either. I think it was about a month we were dating when he started to distance himself from me. He didn't answer any of my texts and calls. He also pretend he doesn't see me in the hallway.

One day, I suddenly get a stomachache so I need to use the toilet during class. I was in one of the bathroom stall when I heard a familiar voice talking on the phone. So I peep a bit from under the door when I see the girl's shoes were my mom's missing shoes. So this is what she said "Dean (my boyfriend), have you broken up with Kathy?"she paused"Oh. You leave her just like that? That is so much better. You are gonna be the heartbreaker of every girl in school. That Kathy girl should know who's she messing with. She would freak out if she knows about this. By the way, you really good at acting, brother. Hahaha."then she went into one of the stall. I quickly get out of there. All I could see is red everywhere. She thinked I would freak out? Oh. Hell no. I'm going to be as mad as a female momma chimpanzi's kid being stolen.

During recess when everyone is busy getting their stomach full, I'm at the hallway waiting for Dean. This time he did not pretend he didn't see me. He really don't see me. While he was rummaging through his locker, I walk up to him and punch him in his pretty face. Then I yell angrily at him 'We Are Over!' before stomping on his foot hard enough to be excuse from one of his soccer game.

Then, I got detention for a week and grounded for a month. I don't really mind getting grounded since my mom definition on grounded was to stay at home and never came out of the house gate except school. But I still get to use my handphone and watch tv. Ethan even highfived me after I punched him. He said that someone needs to snap Dean out of his freaking mind that not everyone could be fooled and take it lightly. I know I should regret my actions but I felt proud standing up for myself. He was my first love, first kiss and first heartbreak.

Now, I'm the one who need to snap it out of my mind! Urgh! I have been in love. So, why the hell am I wondering what to do? As I recall, I've not dating a person who love me. So how do I act around guy who likes me? Should be cool around him? Should I act shy? Or should I just be myself? This is all so confusing. Sriously, how did that jerk even like me in the first place? I mean he's acting all bitchy with me and now his sister told me he likes me? This is just so ridiculous. What if this is just another prank? What if he don't actually like me?

I sighed again. I have succeded in avoiding them at school. But what will happen later? Sooner or later I will get an answer anyway. I hope. I just need to get a really good sleep since there'd be no school tomorrow. What if...urgh! Sleep, Kathy. Sleep.