Letters to my Ex

Eventually I Left

However I was already damaged I didn't know how a man should treat me or how I should treat a man I'm in a relationship with ...

I was a ticking timing bomber.
You know what that means?

I behaved like a mad woman , one little mistake the bomb goes off, that only meant there was always trouble in paradise all the time... I turned every paradise I got to live in to hell because you harmed me emotionally.

I'd get a man of integrity but I'd just ruin everything by acting like a lunatic of some sort. Wanna know why?

When we met, I was a teenager, you were the first person I got in a serious relationship with and you gave me a wrong definition of what love is for years, you taught me that love is cruel and I couldn't erase it just like that...

My heart and life remains stained forever because of you...