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Finn - I'll Always Be Here

Warning: Anxiety Attacks

I was sitting in a limo on my way to an award show, with the cast of R/s/n (Random show name). One of my cast mates was Finn Wolfhard. Over the time we'd been filming for R/s/n, we'd became really close friends. We were so close some people thought we were dating and yeah, I sort of like him, but I really don't know if he likes me like that.

"Hey guys, I believe we are only a few minues away!" Timothée called out as he looked through the window.

I smiled I was super excited, because I have a lot of friends that I only really get to see at awards shows. I looked over at Finn and notice he looked a little tense.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I whispered so only he could here me

He didn't answer me he just looked at me before looking back down at the floor. His hands started shaking so I grabbed it into my own.

I also noticed he had these really short and shaky breathes as if he was trying to breathe but just couldn't. My dumb ass finally caught on and I realized he was having a anxiety attack.

I put my hand on his back and started rubbing my hand in circular motions. "Finn listen to me, okay." I said

He looked at me and nodded hesitantly. "Everything, will be okay, I promise. Take deep breathes."

"I promise, this is only temporary. Just breathe for me." I said

I heard as he started taking longer breathes but they were still really shaky. I continued rubbing my hand on his back. I took his hand back in mine and rubbed circles on it as well.

"Just breathe. It'll only last a little bit, I promise."

Finn had finally started catching his breath. His shaking had started dying down and he began to relax.

"Do you feel better?" I asked

Finn still didn't say anything. He only looked at me and hugged me, digging his head into my shoulder. I was a little shocked at first before I melted into the hug.

"Thank you. I'm also sorry." I heard him mumble.

"Sorry for what?" I asked

"About..that."

"No, no, no. Don't be sorry. Don't you ever be sorry. I'll always be here." I said

"Aww that's cute! Zendaya look!" Lili said pointing to me and Finn hugging causing us quickly pulled away from each other.

I blushed from embarrassment. I looked over to see Finn blushing as well.

"They're blushing!" Timothée said

"Shut up!" I said

The older group of our cast turned away giggling. I felt something brush my hand and I looked over to see Finn's hand resting on mine. I moved my hand and quickly picked his up and intertwined our fingers.

We sat there holding hands for the rest of the ride, which was only two minutes, but it felt like forever.

☁︎︎Author Speaks:☁︎︎
Okay, I'll say it, I am in NO WAY trying to glorify Anxiety. It is a very serious thing people have to go through. Also, this idea was a lot cuter in my head but, yanno, my writing just messed it all up.

Much love ~ Kiyah