Ceils little Raven. (Ceil x Sebastain's Daughter)

Chapter 3: That Maid, Distresed

Disclaimer: we dont own black butler !! if we owned black butler we would kill elisabitch and take ceil for ourselves uwu (raven: yes!! With my with powers!!). Ravens right !! Now..On with the story!!

Raven's POV

The tear poored down my eyes and i couldnt see after a while because My vision got so blurry my hart was aching I felt sick to my stomach . Ceil had a fiancee?? I thought we really had a chance at love but i guess not

I keep crying as i run down the garden my long maid's skirt blowing behind me . I can't even think ok this is so bad I cant believe I was such a foul!! I cried cried till I hear a voice behind me "Raven are u crying " i turn around and see Finney and i wipe away the tears, I cant be weak in front of him! "N no" I say quick he takes a step at me "Your lying arent you i see that sporkle in your eye i know youre sad "

I stared and then pushed him back "GET AWAY FROM ME!!" I yell cruely I dont mean to hurt his feelings but I cant let him get to close love is for foulish mortals anyway . Finney stumles back obviously hurt because I'm really strong . He looked sad which means he was about to cry. "I Im just trying to help u i don't know why you're being so mean!!"

Should i tell him i ask myself very seriosly. On one hand Finney is my friend or at least i think so because we have only known eachother to days but i feel like he is my friend so I think that yes, we actually are friends. Anyway my friend doesnt deserve to be hurt by me that is too cruel and even though i am a demon and dont have human

feelings i think being surounded by so many humans is staring to change something inside my kuuro hart!!! Anyway on the other hand i dont want finney to know about my fellings for bocchan because i can just tell taht thos blond boy likes me..... And not just as a friend. He obviously likes-likes me like in a romantoc way. aND so i dont want finney to be gelous of bocchan. (An: Raven: foreshaaaaaaadowing ~ uwu)

"Finney i really am ok..... " i hesitate. "Ugh ok i am not ok" i admit finally. Finney looks at me and nods with understandment. "I knew it" he says "i knew something was wring because your always so witty and making dark jokes but now youre eyes look so very very sad" he says,, and i stand there in sock because he see rite though me!!! I thought only wiches like me could feel other peopls emotions!!!! He must be superhuman or maybe just very emphatic..

I wiep away my tears and starr into those blue and green eyes obviously suprised at how emaptheic he is "I...I ju st. " I then realise i have to lie to my first friend I can't tell him abot my feelings towards hakushaku-sama Finney will be sad & i dont' want that . "I just a.....stresed out. Being meido is hard , Im...just scarred Ill be bad meido. I want to impres bocchan and Sebastain who is my dad . "

Finney shacks his head "You could never be bad meido . Ur good meido already, better then me a gardner. But...do u relly wanna help impres Bocchan & Sebastain-senpai??"

I nod entusastically of course I want to impres them!! Finney giggles because his voice is squeaky like a little boy's . "Ok you can help with bocchan's birthday party its coming up in some days its gonna be Fun !! "

Ceil didnt tell me when his birthday was ! I have to act like im not ofended as I nod " What can I do I wanna help with it !! Well give bocchan the best b-day ever!! " Maybe I can even give him a private present of his own-- WHY AM I THINKING LIKE THIS?!?!? Demons. Dont. have. feelings !!! I defiantly dont that's for sure!!

Souddenly in the midle of our conversion,, Sebastian who is my dad apears. "Oh there youre!! I have been looking for u everywere daughter!!! you ran away so suenly that even i could not see you very well as you ran you sure are very fast like me mabey because i am your father!!" he chukled and smirked devilishy because he oftens proud of having me as a daughter. "Daddy!! " i yell in surprise "what are youre doing here i thoght you was taking tea to the bocchan!! " my dad smirks even more. "Oh yeh i did but i just finished my duties for today and now i need you to help me plan a ball" "a ball?!? Like the balls we use to play catch in our realm??!" i ask very confused. "No silli cheese, i am talking about a dance party!"