Ceils little Raven. (Ceil x Sebastain's Daughter)

Chapter 7: That Maid, Feeling

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RAVEN'S POV

Ceils birthday party ended blurry . There was more dancing and stuff but I sepnt my time alone because my feelings were getting to my head it was hard to be cruel and witty like that . I just realised i was in love with my master .....!! I still dont know what do to. Who should I talk to ?? And i have to keep telling myself that i am just meido . Ceil will never love me Im just.....nothin g special compared Lizzy . Sure shes annoying but shes...shes gotta be better then me . She is nobil i am not . she is blond i am not . her breasts are smaller i guess thats more attractive to ceil maybe he likes her more ! she does smile more......i guess he likes reys of sunshine to brighten the gloom of his existant .

I wished him happy birthday before going to clean up that is my job after all . He smiled at me and nod which was so cute I couldnt contain my dokis.....kynkynkyn went my hart I couldnt control it . He is so wanderfull . I wish i could be with him all the time...for the 1rd time i am jelous of my dad . He gets to be around him all the time i wish could do that . Baldo asks where Finney is i had to lie to him . Well technically i didnt lie...I dont know where my dad put him so i actually dont know where Finney is . Baldo shrugs "OK i guess he went to bed early " he says i laugh "haha yea probably . Lets keep cleaning now" I say to change the subject . It is my fault Finneys dead......I wish he wasnt dead. I know he needed to die, but still.....he was one of my only friends

I push the throat aside out of my head and sigh as i clean . My mind keeps going back to my dance with Ceil....how he ditched Elisabitch- oops I mean Lizzy- just to dance with me. That was so nice...could he ever do that ? Probably not I think that was a one time thing probably beause he felt pitty . That i lost my friend so he tried to help me feel better .

Thats it . Ceil could never actually want to be around me . Right ??

I go to bed that night . I dont need sleep because demons dont need to sleep but i wanted to and dad said it was ok . So i did i lain down and went to slee p . I t was fine but not really because i had a nightmare . I dreammed that...Elisabeth married Ceil in front of me !! And Ceil told me he hated me and that he wanted me to go away fourever. I woke up sad and I got dressed sad. I squeezed my tight little corset around my waste all sad too which was awful . Daddy offered me to take Ceil his te so i did i brought it to him . I knock on the door . "C-Ceil" I stutt "Its Raven...I have your tee...earl Gray....can i come in ?" I ask a minute later I hear "come in" so I do. "Ceil..." I say I see him sitting in his bed with his nightshirt slightly unbuttoned and i blush . "Uh Ceil I have ur tie can i give it to you?" "Yea" he responds sounding tired

"Long nite?" I ask him wittily he nods . "Yea a lot of dancing " he says I frown feeling guilty i didnt mean to make him tire he looks at me and shook head "Your dance didnt make me tired tho" he admitted blushing his face red "I liked it . Your a good dance friend..." I smile and curtsy "Thanks Ceil" I say sweatly "I liked it too " He nods "Oh yeah I want to remind u . Elisabeth is coming over again she sayd she wants to play music with me "

I smile but its fake I hate knowing that she will take all his atention but i have to pretend that its okay. Ceil cant know my feelings ...ever. He will fire me and id prefer to be around him as friends than lose him entirty that would hurt to much i think . "oh ok" i say "Uh how should i prepare "

Ceil shrugs "Eh i was just telling you . Okay now i have to get dressed can you leave ?" "Yea ok" I agree before leaving . How can I get over my feelings ? How can I stop being jeelous of Elisabeth? This is so tiring i dont know what to do anymore