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Stevonnie x Reader

I looked down at my phone

" My friends, they wanna take me to the movies." I tossed my phone into my bag " I tell 'em to fuck off, I'm holding hands with my depression"

I smiled " And right when I think I've overcome it"

I frowned " Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson"

I walked down the road " Oh, I try my best just to be social"

I saw Stevonnie and they waved at me- I had a movie night with them tonight.

I make all these plans with friends and " hope they call and cancel"

Then I overthink about the things I'm missing
Now I'm wishing I was with 'em
Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
And I admit it, yeah
But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

" Always wanted to be one of those people in the room that says something and everyone puts their hand up..."

" Like-"

Stevonnie laughed

" -If you're sad put your hand up!" Everyone nearby placed there hand up

" If you hate someone, put your hand up!" Everyone placed there hand up

" If you're scared, put your hand up!" Once again everyone placed there hand up

I felt bad i didn't put MY hand up and hugged myself quickly walking away

" Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling. Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine-"

This guy yelled over at me

" And my exes all say that-"

" Your hard to deal with!"

" And I admit it, it's true..." I muttered and walked on faster

" But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like...." Stevonnie ran over to me

" Y/N? you look tired? didn't you sleep last night?"They asked 

They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night

And I thought that I could take something to fix it

" Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah..." I rubbed the back of my neck

All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like

I got all these thoughts, running through my mind

All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off

" -I think I'm doing fine most of the time, I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off"

" I got all these thoughts, running through my mind" Stevonnie chimed in wrapping an arm around my shoulder

" All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off, I think I'm doing fine most of the time" I softly put out

" I say that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off" Stevonnie rubbed the tear off of my cheek

Shut it, shut it, yeah

i hummed...We layed on the beach listening to the song playing on it

" But! all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like...They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night...I've been told that I could take something to fix it"

Stevonnie rubbed my shoulder with a small smile " Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah" They said

" All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like..."

" Li-i-i-i-ike" I mumbled

" What it's like, what it's like" Stevonnie chimed in

" Hmm-mm-mm, mmm" I hummed

" What it's like-" Stevonnie shutted up once looking over at me

" -I love this song!" I cheered