Sad Poems

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I met someone the other day
They might be a friend, who can say
I don't ever know how to feel
I sometimes wish I wasn't real
I feel like I can't move on
Can make new friends
Not until I know my old friend is ok
My opinion cannot be changed
I need to see that they're ok
Haven't been able to stay awake
Stay sane

I was finally at a good place
Still had anxiety attacks that hurt all day
Had panic attacks that ruined my brain
But I didn't have to escape
At night I used to have to dream
Pretty much day dream
Of who I wished to be
But I was in a good place
I could sleep peacefully
Close my eyes and fall right asleep
Now once I again I have to day dream
Busy my mind because if I don't
I drown on a hundred things
I'm addicted to who I wish to be
I hope they don't worry about me...
I hope they stress all day over me...
But really I don't hope for anything...

I feel all the pain, the worry, and hurt
Five,
Flip the switch
Four,
Turn it off
Three,
Close your eyes
Two,
Please don't die
Alright time to say goodbye.
One,
I don't feel a thing...
I can't feel anything.