Sad Poems

Imagine

Imagine being enough
Being enough for the one you love
Or at least the one you think you love
Is it love?
Or is it just all the pain
All the abandonment surfacing
As soon as one person shows interest
Any at all, you think it's love?

Cheat
Cheater is what they are
One week, that's how long it lasted
A single week and then I broke it off

We stopped talking
A while later we started again, as friends
You said you still loved me
But then you left again
But it's ok,
Because this time I didn't let you in

I found out that you cheated on me
The week we we're together
The week you said you loved me
Is it just me or did it sound cheesy?
Because you obviously didn't
You didn't love me

Stopped talking to each other again
But a while later it resurfaced
Yet again
We cuddled, we talked
I wouldn't let you get to close
So you pout and pushed me away

Then you say your sorry
I should know by now
That you never mean it
You never mean the word sorry
It's so far away from you
The meaning of the word
Sorry,
It's more of a guilt trip you use

We talk for 3 days
Off and on
I always text you first
One day I see you're gone
My account blocked
On every single thing
Though I shouldn't be surprised
It's a favorite pass time to you

Don't know why I care
You were toxic and obviously don't care
I told you of my abandonment issues
You told me not to worry
I'm still the one who got hurt in the end

But this time I'm done
I've finally blocked you.

Sincerely,
Me