Sad Poems

Leave me the fuck alone

Sometimes it's you that texts me
Sometimes it's your mom
Or even your wife
No matter the day

When I see the notification
It ruins my day
My brain freezes telling me I'm not ok

Every bone in my body caves
Every thought in my head
Poisoned and washed away
I don't know how to deal
I don't even know what's fucking real

You've fucked up so much of my life
My heart poisoned and trained to fight
I don't know how to fucking deal

Hey maybe I'll cut? Ok deal
But no my body won't let me
Won't let me take the pain away

So instead I sit inside my head
And hope soon the thoughts will go away

But dad stay the fuck away
You didn't support me
And you still don't
Twisting your words so I feel dumb
All I'm starting to feel is fucking numb

At least last week I had a good day