Nathan's P.O.V
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It's already 2am and I can't put myself to sleep thinking about Nic. I thought I was crazy for having this visions now I think I'm about to lose it.
I can't believe she existed. Her face has been haunting me for years.
"Why are you still up Hon".
My mother said entering my room.
"Just thinking about some things mom. I won't be up for long.."
I replied. She nodded and
closed the door.
I went to my bath room and grab some sleeping pills on my medicine cabinet.
I took two tablets and went to bed. My eyes started to sting sending me to sleep.
I can feel the warmth of the fireplace as I saw myself with Nic laying in a fur carpet.
She was sleeping like an angel. I watched her sleep as I lay beside her. I wanted to wake her up to ask her but Suddenly everything started to blur and a loud ring distorted my vision.
I woke up with the loud buzzing sound of my alarm clock. I realized I was dreaming again.
Why am I having these dreams?
I wanted some answers but I can't just say it to her face that I've been dreaming of her all my life long before I've met her.
I could have sounded like a creep besides I don't want to lose my job if it didn't turn out like I expected.
I went to practice as usual keeping myself distracted from my bothered thoughts.
After the game I went straight to band practice. Everything seemed so normal but I noticed Nic's been avoiding me.
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We've been practicing for days now' but nothing has changed. It feels like Nic's really avoiding me for some reasons.
Every time I get alone with her she avoided my like I was a sort of deadly disease.
I grab a plate while my mom served breakfast.
"You look troubled honey is there anything bothering you? You haven't been yourself lately."
My mom said putting a plate of eggs and bacon.
"Just a little bit of nervous for tomorrow."
I replied.
"I heard your playing for the annuals. Have you picked up any outfit yet? I've also heard the theme was retro."
"Yeah that's one of the problem mom. I ordered up online but it hasn't arrived yet."
I replied with a sigh.
"Oh honey. I think your grandma kept his brother's vintage uniform since she couldn't bare to throw it away. I placed it in the attic. Go find it now before I go to town so I can dry clean it. "
She insist while washing the plates. I went up the attic to check it out. It was dusty everywhere that cause me to sneeze.
I opened the old cabinet to see some clothes. I browsed the cabinet finding the vintage uniform my mom mentioned me.
My grandma told us a little about his brother John. All I know was he died during the war.
Finally I found a vintage military uniform that has a mark of the air forced logo. He must have served the air force.
I closed the cabinet when something fell out.
It was a picture and to my surprise it must have been my grandfather John. I couldn't believe how I resembled every detailed on his face that gave me the chills down my spine.
