He hates when he feels this way. Well, not really. He just hates that it happens at the most random moments. He doesn't like the way he can't control when he feels - when he feels small, and he hates how he has to try and hide it. Usually when he's around the members he makes a quick excuse and scurries off into his room with the door shut and locked, climbing into his bed and curling up with the kumamon stuffie that Hoseok had gotten him a few years back and- Oh, Hoseok. That's one reason why he sort of maybe likes feeling small because the other is so gentle with him and takes his time and lets Yoongi feel as small as he wants and he just cares. He cares and he doesn't mind that Yoongi gets the way that he does and Yoongi appreciates it so much. He's never met someone so caring than Jung fucking Hoseok and he appreciates him so much. Everyone's left the dorm today thank god and it's just Yoongi in the dorm by himself. When he's home alone and has an off day he just likes to sleep and get as much rest as he can and eat as much as he can. He knows he doesn't eat as much on a normal busy week but sometimes he can't help it, he likes to make up to eating twice as much on off days. But today he didn't expect to fall as deep as he has but there's nothing to stop him now. He's curled up in Hoseok's bed.
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With a soft blanket wrapped around his body and his arms circled around his kumamon, his laptop laid beside him playing some random drama he hasn't been focused on this entire time. He was slipping when he started it and if he thought he was deep then... Then he'd be surprised at how deep he is now. His eyes are drooping so so low, feeling his eyelashes flutter against his cheeks every few seconds and. the door to the dorm opens. Oh no. Yoongi doesn't have time to react, time even process what's going on, pushed so far into his space that he barely even moves when the door to the room (Hoseok, Jimin's, and Jungkook's not his.) Opens, eyes blinking sleepily up at his intruder. "Hyung? What're you doing in here?" It comes from a very confused Jungkook, eyeing the older boy curled up in Hoseok's bed. Yoongi brings a fist up to rub at his eyes. "mm." Is all he manages to say before he hears another rushed voice. "Kook, would you mind leaving me and Yoongi Hyung for a few minutes?" Hoseok comes to the rescue like he always does. It makes something in the pit of Yoongi's stomach turn, but in a good way, and it makes him feel warm all over. He doesn't - he's not sure what him and Hoseok are... Friends? Something.. more? He's not.. He's not sure. But in the state he is in now, he's not able to even think about it properly. He's so deep into his space that he doesn't even wait for Jungkook to leave the room, a soft whine of "Seok-Seok." Leaving his parted lips as his arms reach out for the boy coming towards him, a concerned look etched onto his face. "Yoonie, honey, c'mon - up, up, up." Hoseok's quick to wrap the smaller boy up in his arms and lift him up, another soft whine leaving Yoongi as he squirms at the movement. "Sleep?" Yoongi whispers out, barely audible. Hoseok shakes his head "No, no, no. gotta get up, okay sweetheart? Have you eaten at all today? Taken a shower?" "Um." Yoongi drawls out, bringing a fist up to his eyes again and trying to process the words and he's really in way too fucking deep this time. "C'mon, need Yoongi to come back for a few minutes. Is that okay? Gonna make you something to eat and we can take a bath and then you can go back to Yoonie for the rest of the day." Hoseok is speaking so slowly and stroking at Yoongi's hair and he's slowly processing everything and - He sighs. it takes a minute or two (or three.. maybe even five) of just pure silence but Yoongi's wiggling in Hoseok's hold and he's slowly but surely coming back. "Haven't.. Haven't ate today. Wasn't that hungry." Hoseok hums with a smile on his face as he smoothes down Yoongi's hair. "That's fine, we'll get you something to eat." "And bath?" Yoongi asks, eyes slowly moving up to look at Hoseok for the first time. There's nothing but pure adoration in Hoseok's eyes. "Of course." 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 He feels... He feels warm. After his and Hoseok's little talk - or whatever it was - they had made lunch for the both of them and Jungkook who thankfully didn't ask any questions and thank god they were the only ones who came back. And now Yoongi is in the bath tub, already half asleep, with Hoseok sitting on the side of the tub, fingers carding through Yoongi's hair. Which he washed. He noticed Yoongi slipping back into his space in the middle of eating and he knew the other wouldn't be able to wash his hair by the time they got to the bath, but he doesn't mind. it's been awhile since he's been able to take care of Yoongi in this way and he loves it. He loves taking care of his Yoonie. The clock is ticking towards 9 o'clock and the others should be back in another 30 minutes or so, which gives enough time for Hoseok to get Yoongi dressed and ready for bed. Jungkook's already locked himself in his room, probably texting Taehyung or Jimin or playing overwatch or sleeping. More or so the first and second option. Hoseok doesn't bother waking Yoongi up when he starts to drain the bath water and doesn't bother waking him up as he goes to grab a change of clothes which were one of Hoseok's old shirts and a pair of old boxers and a nice clean, warm towel to wrap him up with. "Yoonie, baby," Hoseok whispers next to Yoongi's ear, moving a bit to press a kiss to the crown of his head. Yoongi stirs and a whine escapes him. "Seok-Seok?" " 'm right here, sweetie. C'mon, gotta get up." Yoongi doesn't argue this time, he follows Hoseok's instructions with his eyes closed. Hoseok helps him stand up and step out of the tub and he holds his arms up to let the other dry him off and he barely registers Hoseok pulling the shirt up above his head and before he knows it, he's dressed and being dragged off to his room. "Hobi?" Hoseok's tucking him into bed and reaching for his kumamon stuffie. "Yeah baby?" Yoongi's eyes flutter open to look up at him, lips set in a permanent pout. "Cuddle?" His voice is so soft and you could barely hear it if you weren't right up beside Yoongi, which luckily, Hoseok is, and the younger smiles down at him.
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"Let Hobi get changed and he'll cuddle with you. Is that alright, sweetheart?" Yoongi can only nod. His eyes shut and he curls up against the kumamon stuffie, already on the brink of sleep and it only takes a few minutes for him to feel the bed dip beside him, arms wrapping around his waist to pull him closer to the very warm body. His head nestles against the crook of Hoseok's neck and he feels so content. It's silent for a few moments, Yoongi's hand coming up to clutch at Hoseok's shirt because he needs to know that the other boy is there and will not leave and. He feels nice. He feels really nice. "Seok-Seok?" Yoongi's voice is muffled from the material of Hoseok's shirt. He chuckles. "Yeah?" "Love you." Yoongi mumbles, his words slurring and Hoseok could barely understand him but they've been through this plenty of times in the past few months and - and he knows. he's heard Hoseok say this one hundred times before but it doesn't stop the way his heart flutter as the older utters out the two words. "Love you too, Yoonie." And with a kiss pressed to his forehead, Yoongi's being lulled into sleep. He's came to the decision that his days off are his favorite days, especially when he gets to spend them with his Seok-Seok.
