Save Yourself, Queen Pin

What we gone do na

     I gave our days together a break. I needed to gather my shit, think. When your nigga in the street you got to move like it. When it's little petty shit, playing with guns you better act like it. I knew that if this was kept up, I was done. Ain't much for me to do, I gotta save myself King Pin.

    *Iphone ringtone* I roll over to my screen knowing I should be getting up getting ready for work. *Baby Caller ID* debating if I should pick up, and I did. "Wasup." I said low sound sleeping. "Wasup love, wyd sleep? Get up, I need to see you." He said excitedly. "I have to work in a bit, so I'm about to get up and get dressed so I won't be running too late. Maybe when I get off you can see me then." I really didn't feel like work today but I took my couple off days back to the grind. "Okay that's cool, text me when you up. I miss you dude." "I miss you too, and okay I will talk to you in a bit." I hung up. I wasn't trying to really hear what was coming next. I felt like if I would of stayed on the phone he would of said "I love you." I wasn't in the state to hear that. Anyways, I got up to began my routine for dressing for work. I worked in healthcare so I always got to look presentable and smell good. I love doing that anyways. After I finished getting ready I grabbed my bag my phone and headed out the door. I was thinking of packing extra clothes incase I pull up on lil boo but na that's not what I'm doing.. I'll keep it distant for now.

     I'm so ready to clock out, I been here for 12 hours. I was exhausted. I haven't talked to lil baby all day. He did tell me to shoot a message when I was ready, and I never did. I wonder was he thinking about me? Maybe. Or he was busy like I was. I didn't think to still text him now, I'll wait till I'm off work to see Wasup. Today was a cool day, no complaints. I know how to do my job very well. Working for my job for 2 years, it comes naturally. I loved my job. This where the money is. I'm starting to feel like I got to leave this nigga alone, and replace that feeling with some more hours put in and more money! As I'm walking to the time clock, it's 11p.m. My phone rings, waiting to look at my phone. It stopped ringing. Maybe nobody important. I unclock my phone to see my bestfriend was calling me. Hopefully she ain't hear about the other night. She was fucking with one of my dude homies so it's possible. I haven't even told her yet, and didn't know if I wanted her to know. I slide her miss call over and placed my AirPods in. "Wasup bestooo." I said loudly, I knew I was way tooo fucking loud. "Wasup girl, wyd? Where you going. Let's link up tonight, I need to talk to you anyways." "I low key had plans, but I'll reschedule. I'll be over give me 30 I know I got some clothes over there." "Yes you do always leaving some shit you don't pay no bills here." She laughed. "Girl fuck you." I hit the dial tone on her ass, lol. What was I gone tell my nigga, he haven't talked to me all day and haven't saw me in a few. Well maybe it slipped his mind, maybe he high and he sleep. All I know is I'm about to go slide on my besto and see what the word is. It's Friday night, I got to work tomorrow but I can go for a little outing tonight and be okay for work. I was a ultimate G.