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Pandemonium Archives: Pandora's Letter to Fonso

Dear Fonso,

I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I'm really so very sorry. I can't believe that you died instead of me. I don't understand why you even tried to save me. I was so worthless this entire game and it ended up being a hoax. None of us were alive to begin with! And now you're trapped forever in this game. Doomed to die over and over and over again because of me. I'm so sorry. I can't even apologize in a way other than saying 'I'm sorry'. That's how pathetic I am. 

All of our teammates died. Except Hector and Hendrix. Everyone else died a second time in this after life. 

I couldn't do anything to help them either. Claude was right, I really am worthless. 

I'm sorry. 

I'm so so sorry. 

I'm really very sorry. 

But I'm going to make it better. 

I'm going to make a deal with the game master to try and help you. It's the least I can do after you risked everything to save me. I will never understand why you did that. You didn't even seem to like me very much but you kept saving me. 

It's my turn to save you now. 

I'm going to help you. If you manage to beat the game and I've died this time, I'm glad. I don't know how long it will take me to be of use to you, but I'm going to try. I'm not going to let you keep saving me. I'm going to save you this time. I promise. I don't care how many times I lose. I don't care how many years it takes. I'm going to save you this time. I will. I'm not giving up. 

I know that I'm worthless and that I've done nothing to prove myself yet. But, I'm going to start now. After all, I've already taken my first step. Would you believe me if I told you that I hit the game master in the face with my shoe? I did it. I did it for you. So, you better come to the tenth floor with me again so we can throw our shoes at him together. 

Well, if you're reading this then you've already gotten here but that's not the point. 

Keep fighting the game, Fonso. I'm going to be with you soon. 

Temporary Shoe Thrower,
Pandora