Feelings.

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Jefferson's POV:

I leave Alexander's office to let him work. I walk out in the hall to see Washington smiling. He walks up to me and smiles even wider.
"I'm so glad you and Hamilton are getting along so well." he exclaims. He comes up closer to me and whispers in my ear: "As long as you don't tell Madison, you'll be fine, okay? I don't want you two getting hurt. You guys are so cute together."
"Sir!" I exclaim, blushing. He laughs and walks to his office.

I stumble over to my office in a sassy manner, like always. I grab a piece of paper and start writing down nicknames I could use for Alex. He seems to blush every time I call him "Alex" or "Ham".
I take at least an hour writing down names to call him. Then I come up with a few to choose from. I got Alex, Ham, HamSandwich, Glasses, etc...

I walked over to Alexander's office and tried to open the door, it was locked. I knocked. No answer. I knocked again.
"Alex? Is everything okay?" I asked through the door. I knocked one more time. Alex answered. It looked like he had been crying for the past hour. Oh god what have I done?!? I hug him immediately. He hugs back weakly.
"What happened, Alex?!" I ask. He sits on the couch and wipes his last tear.
"It's not important." he answers. I got a little mad when he said that but I knew I had to stay calm or he would hate me. I held his hand as a tear rolled down his face.
"Alex, tell me what's wrong. Please." I say. He rests his head on my chest and tries not to cry. I run my fingers through his hair and calm him down. We sit down and I wait for him to tell me what's wrong. He looks at me and tears up. I wipe his tears softly and he holds my hand to his face.
"I want to tell someone how I feel but it's hard to." he says.

Shit. Is he talking about me? Or someone else? God dammit, Jefferson.

I hug him softly while he cries over my shoulder.
"It's okay, Ham! I'm sure whoever it is will love you back! You're an amazing person and you deserve the world!" I say. He looks up at me from crying over my shoulder and blushes slightly.
"Should I go tell them right now??" he asks. I smile and nod, trying not to tear up. He gets up and then sits right back down.
"I love you, Thomas. I've loved you from the moment I saw you. From the second I talked to you. I couldn't really express how I felt because it was hard, especially with Madison around." he said. I smiled and teared up. He smiles at me awkwardly as I hug him.
"I love you too, Alex. I always have. From everything I heard from Lafayette to seeing you." I said as I tried not to cry

God dammit. Feelings.

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