Wish I was there too....

CHAPTER 4:

Mingyu's POV:

I was at a café with Eunwoo when he suddenly ask me:
- Hey, I was thinking...Do you have any news of Y/N? It's been a while since I've seen her.
- Now that you've talked about it...me too. And Jaehyun didn't gave me any news of her...That's weird...
- Do you think something happened ?
- I don't know...I'll call her to know if she wants to hang out with us ! What do you think ?
- Yeah! That's a good idea!

- Y/N ? It's Mingyu !
- Oh...hum...hi...
I looked at Eunwoo who was kinda surprised by Y/N's tone, like me. We were used to her cheerful voice. After all, she was the happy virus of our group.
-...you okay?, I asked. But no answer. Eunwoo seemed now a little bit worried. "What's going on ?", he asked me.
- I don't know, I whispered to him, Y/N...you're here ?
- Y-Yes...sorry...I'm just tired...
- Oh...you want me to come over ?
- No!
Eunwoo and I were really confused and worried by her answer.
- no no...sorry...don't worry about me  I'm perfectly fine.
- Are you sure ? It doesn't bother me at all you know ?
- I'm sure...I think I'm gonna rest a little.
- Hum...okay...well if something bothering you, don't hesitate ! Call me ! I'm here for you !
- I know that...
- Well...hum...I'll let you rest so stay healthy and...good night !
- Thanks, Mingyu...
- No problem !

As I hang up, I looked at Eunwoo.
- So...what do you think Eunwoo?
- ...She's lying to us...
- Well, we're thinking the same...Let's go see her.
- Are you sure ?
- Yeah...I don't know why but I have a bad feeling about this.
- Me too...Let's go...

When we reached Y/N's apartment, I was trying to tell myself that everything would be alright, that she was just sick or really tired, like she told me.
Eunwoo knocked at the door but nothing.
I tried to move the door latch and that's, when the door was open in front of us that all the stress and the fear came back.
"Y/N ?", Eunwoo said as we entered.
I look at the hallway leading to her bedroom. "Y/N ?", I said too, anxious.
I saw that the door was open but that's not what scared me the most.
The worst was when I saw her arm coming out of her bed...with blood on it.
I rushed over her bedroom and I found her...almost sleeping in her own blood.
"OH MY GOD Y/N !!"
Eunwoo came too and saw the horror scene.
- Oh no...Y/N...
- HURRY, CALL AN AMBULANCE, WE'RE LOSING HER !!", I shouted at Eunwoo as I took Y/N's pulse, who was very low.
He nodded and called an ambulance. While he was giving all the necessary information, I looked over Y/N's bedroom when my eyes stopped at her desk and I saw this broken frame with a photo of Y/N and NCT laughing together...
What the hell happened ?, I asked myself...
Eunwoo came back and I saw him grabbing some towels from Y/N's bathroom.
-What are you doing ?!
- All the ambulances are busy...We have to bring her by ourselves.
- B-But...if we...don't make it on time...she...
- DON'T BE NEGATIVE ! WE'LL SAVE HER ! NOW HURRY !! Just put this on her arm !

I took Y/N in bridal style with putting her injured arm on her stomach to not spill blood everywhere and I put the towel on her arm and press against the wound to make a compression point. Eunwoo took her phone who was on her desk.
We rushed over the hospital, who wasn't really far away from her apartment. It took us maybe 5 or 10 minutes but for me, it was an eternity,  like I would never reach the end of it.
Every person we've come across looked at us, shocked and some of them were screaming because of all the blood.
We entered the emergency center and both of us were out of breath. A bunch of nurses rushed over the almost frozen body of Y/N and one of them said to us : "We'll take care of her. Just wait in this hallway, a doctor will give you the news."
- Huh...okay...thanks..., I said, my hands still shaking by all the emotions.

As we waited for a result, Eunwoo saw that I was all stressed and panicked. He put his hand on my shoulder and told me : "Don't worry...she's strong enough...she'll make it..."
- I hope you're right...but why...what happened to her for making this ?, I said, almost tearing up and still shaking.
- ...I don't know...should we look on her phone ? Maybe we'll find some clues in there...
- ...Well...that's not a bad idea...
- By the way...you want me to tell Jaehyun about this ?
- I'm not sure...I think something happened between them...
- What makes you said that ?
- Well, I found this photo of her and NCT in a broken frame on her desk and one of the glass piece is the one she used to cut herself with...
- Alright, something happened. I'll call him and ask him to come over. I want some explanations from him and the others.

Eunwoo's POV :

I called Jaehyun to come so, we could have an explanation of what would have caused Y/N to do this.
- Hello ?
- Jaehyun ? It's Eunwoo...
- Hey man ! It's been a while ! How are you doing ?
I was surprised by the fact that he seemed to be this joyful while Y/N is between life and death.
- ...Eunwoo ? Oh wait, I put you on loud-speaker so the others can hear you !
- Ah...Hi guys...
- So Eunwoo why are you calling ? Wanna hang out ?
- Hum...no Jaehyun thanks for the offer but not now...
- ...Are you okay ? You sound tired...
- Well...hum...Jaehyun...did something happened between you all and Y/N ?
I was so nervous when I asked him this, waiting for him to answer me. There was a blank, not even a single sound from the others. For me, this pure silence is a yes.
- Jaehyun...what happened with-
- Why are you asking me this ?, he said, really coldly.
- *sigh*...hum...I'm asking you this because...I'm with Mingyu at the hospital...
- And what's the link between you two at the hospital and her ?, asked Haechan. He sounded really annoyed by the fact that I talked about Y/N.
- Guys...just come over and-
- No ! Answer us first !
- NO JAEHYUN !! YOU answer me first about what happened between you and Y/N !!
- Hum...Eunwoo..., Mingyu said.
- What ?
- I...found something...
- ...okay...Jaehyun listen to me...come to the the hospital...We need to talk.

"What the hell is wrong with them ?" I asked myself when I hanged up.
I sat next to Mingyu and I saw that he was scared, like he just saw a ghost.
- Mingyu ? Didn't you say you found something ?
- Y-Yes...but...it can't be true, he said as he showed me Y/N's phone.
What I saw was a post from Y/N on Instagram, with a picture of NCT's members. At first, everything seemed to be okay...but what gave me shivers...was what was written under the picture.
- What the-

I didn't had the time to finish my sentence that a doctor came to us...
Mingyu and I stood up to face him, even more stressed than before.
- *sigh* Misters...you don't have to worry anymore...she's fine.
- She...she's alive ?!
- Yes. And it's thanks to you that she's still with us. If you weren't gone to see her... She would have died in her own blood.
The two of us were speechless...She could have died if Mingyu hasn't called her...
- Is she awake ?, Mingyu asked.
- Well, she's unconscious for the moment. But don't worry, we gave her what she needs to regain her energy. You'll soon be able to see her. By the way, is there a way to call her family ?
- Hum...well, her family is in France but we can call them to tell them not to worry about her.
- Okay. I'll be back to you when you can go see her.
- Okay. Thank you doctor.
When the doctor was gone, Mingyu looked at me with teary eyes.
- "Should we tell her family about that post ?"
- No just call her to tell that Y/N had an accident but she's fine.
- Okay.

Mingyu's POV :

I searched on Y/N's phone any contact with her family...until I found her mom's number. When I heard the ringing sound, waiting for her mom to answer, I started to thinking how I would announce that her daughter had an accident without making her stressing out.
But I was directed on her voicemail.
- It's her voicemail...What should I do now ?
- Just leave her a message and tell her to call us back on her daughter's phone.
- Okay...

*Hello Madam, I am Mingyu, a friend of your daughter. I want to leave you this message to let you know that Y/N has...hum...Well...she had an accident but don't worry, we took her to the hospital and she's fine, her days aren't counted. Please, call back on your daughter's phone so I can give you more news. Goodbye.*

I hang up and I saw something strange.
- Eunwoo...take a look at this...
- What ?...Wow...Why did Y/N leaves all these voicemails to her mom...
- Maybe she's really busy...
- I don't know, she'd never call Y/N back...
- Look ! She leaves a voicemail today...2 hours ago...
- ...right before she tried to kill herself...let's listen to it...
- Wh-what ? But it's a little bit private, don't you think ?
- Yeah but maybe she'll talk about that post...
- ...You're right...

* M-mom ? *sniffle* It's me...Y/N...I just called you to tell you that...This is one of the worst days of my life !! *sniffle* Someone took possession of my Instagram account and posted horrible things about me...*sniffle* She made me say that I was friends with NCT...just because they're famous...And...AND THEY BELIEVED IT !! THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE ME EVER AGAIN !!...Even Jaehyun...He's the one who told me that he doesn't want to see me ever again...
*sniffle* I-I miss you so much Mom...If only you would be here to help me to convince them that I'm not responsible for this...If only...If only you weren't gone with dad...and the rest of the family...I miss you all so much...*crying* *sniffle* I wish I was there...during this car accident...so I could have died too...so I couldn't have to lose everything I had a second time...*sniffle* But don't worry...I'll join you very soon...So we will all be together once again...but this time...it will be...forever...
I love you mom...
See you later...*
*hanging up noise*