Langst Oneshots

Lance Angst chapter 1

Ship(s): Latte(Matt x Lance) and MattxAllura(kinda)

Song: Heather by Conana Gray

Trigger warnings: Comparing self to others, Matt forgetting Lance, accidental cheating

Story:

"I still remember..the third on December..Me in your sweater..you said it looked better.." Lance sang. He thought he was alone, since everyone else had gone to a meeting with out him, but he was infact, being watched by someone of great importance to his 'rival' Keith.

"On me, than it did you..Only if you knew..How much I liked you..But I watch your eyes, as she" Lance paused, taking a deep breath before continuing his cleaning and singing.

"Walks by..."What a sight for sore eyes, brighter than the blue sky"..she's got you mesmerized...while I die" Kolivan winced slightly at the broken look in the blue pladins eyes.

Lance sat down on the counter, thinking of his loved one who had long forgotten him and had fallen in love with the princess.

As the paladins walked in with content smiles on their faces, they all saw Kolivan watching Lance and decided to stand by him too. Matt following his sister.

"Why would you ever kiss me?" This threw the paladins off. They'd never heard him...sad..

"I'm not even half, as pretty.." the team almost gasped at this. Lover hoy Lance not thinking he was pretty? Something was wrong. Very. Wrong.

"You gave her your sweater.." Lance sighed at the memory of Matt giving Allura his jacket. "It's just polyester" Lance remembered the feeling of being in that jacket. "But you like her better.."

The team stared in shock. Matt knew Lance looked familiar, but he just couldn't place it.

"Wish I were Allura.." Lance cried silently.

The team, Matt, and Kolivan all stared in shock once more.

Hunk got the hint, having known about his relationship with their gremlin friends brother, and went up to Lance.

Lance glanced at him, eyes full of tears that threatened to spill at any second.

Hunk nodded.

"Watch as she stands there, holding your hand..put your arm 'round her shoulder..Now I'm getting colder.." Lance hugged himself as Hunk watched his best friend break down. For the second time in his life. The first was when they got the news that there was a 'pilot error' and Matt disappeared from his lovers eyes. Breaking him.

Lance looked up at Hunk.

"But how could I hate her? She's such an angel.." the team was shocked at how Lance still platonically loved the princess, even after taken his most adored loved one.

"But then again..kinda wish she were dead, as she walks by.." Lance cried.

Everyone, including Hunk, was taken back.

"'What a sight for sore eyes, brighter than the blue sky' she's got him mesmerized..while I die..."

'No...' Hunk thought, 'Nononononononono'

"Why would he ever kiss me...I'm not even half as pretty...he gave her his sweater..it's just polyester..but he likes her better..I WISH I WERE ALLURA.." Lance cried loudly. Oblivious to his team, to Kolivan, to Matt, all standing outside the door.

"I wish I were her..I wish I were Allura..." Lance cried again.

"Why would he ever kiss me? I'm not even half, as pretty..he gave her his sweater..it's just polyester..but he likes her better..Wish I were.." Lance ranted until his voice wouldn't let him speak through his cries.