All your life you've got failed, disappointments and sadness. There wasn't a time where you could just run away and be happy. One day on a very blue evening you found yourself in front of a cafe. Not thinking straight you met three boys who became y...
Only one more day and grandma is going back to Seattle. I really wish I could cry out to her and tell her to take me away. All I'm thinking of is when she's gone Joe will be back and back to normal. No more being treated like a baby, no more hugs or sweet voices.
Took a long shower and place some overall shorts. A yellow shirt under. Today seemed about the perfect timing to song write outside. I usually get good ideas by just taking some fresh air. Plus knowing Joe is coming back soon gives me so much anxiety. My phone buzzed to times but didn't give much attention to it.. Went over to grandma to let her know I'll be going out.
Finally I looked at my phone and noticed I had a text from an unknown number.
Unknown: Hey Leah! What's up?🤪
Me: Uhhhh.. whos this?
Unknown: really Leah you forgot about your handsome friend already? Man to think you know a girl!😤
Me: no seriously who are you? If you don't say I'm blocking you.😒
Unknown: Dang you really don't know.. Oh shit I'm stupid I forgot to give u my number! I only asked for yours haha 😂
Unknown: It's Seo Changbin! Remember me?
Me: OH! Now I do I'm so stupid! Hey what's up?!
Changbin😌: I asked you first but thank u! Nothing much I bored. Want to hangout?
Me: Okay... sure why not I was planning to go out anyways.
Changbin😌: YAY! Meet you at the park from last time as soon as possible!
Me: Got it!
Changbin😌: One more thing! Please tell me I look cute in this picture.
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Me: CUTE! 🙃
Changbin😌: Why are you lying to me 😒 okay okay see u soon.
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Changbin is so much softer then he looks; from my point of view you think he's this punk guy who's in love with the gym. But in reality he's the opposite he loves to be goofy and say dumb shit that doesn't make since. Umm yeah his favorite color is black, but I think it's to hide his sunshine personality.
I sat in the grass with him and he also brought out stuff to write in. It seems like we both came outside for the same reasons. I watched as he wrote intensely in this busted black notebook me on the other hand my journal was pink and it had sunflower stickers.
"Wait what are you writing? Probably about boys huh?!" I shot him a grind how dare he! Why do guys think we carry journals to write about boys or cringe feelings well maybe sometimes. I may be the non normal one but I Umm write songs.
