𐌁𐌕𐌔 𐌔𐌉𐌂𐌊𐌅𐌉𐌂𐌔

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑. 𝑰: 𝒀𝒐𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒊 - 𝒑𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒄 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒌

(Originally Published 2020; Updated June 27, 2023) - Original copy on AO3 under user AITR00PER 

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(Undergoing story changes)

The members were finishing an intricate dance lesson and were on a break for 5 minutes to cool off. Jin and Suga were talking about how they can fix a complex dance move in "ON" and the rest of the members were talking about how hard and repulsive their dance teacher is. Of course they spoke quietly so their teacher wouldn't hear them. After their 5 minute break was over, they redid "ON" to fix the intense movements. Thankfully, for the members sake, no one failed or misplaced a move and could finish the song without going back to redo anything they messed up. They continued their dance practice for a few more long and exhausting hours, until they could go home.

 Unfortunately for Suga, he started to feel uneasy and short of breath. He expected it to happen, since their dance teacher puts a fuck load of pressure on them when they dance, meaning that they normally will feel unnecessarily exhausted and in bad shape, but Suga knew that it wasn't just overworking. He felt it in his veins that it's something unusual. He pushed through all of his confusion and uneasiness and fought his way through so their dance teacher wouldn't scold him for being "lazy".

After dance practice, everyone was super tired and felt so weak that they couldn't even move to the beat of a song. They all looked sweaty and tired, but Suga looked more tired than the others..

"Hey Suga, you okay? You see out of breath and uneasy," Jin asked, as Suga was sitting at the end of the bench. Suga didn't realize that Jin was talking to him until he saw Jin's face looking at him through the corner of his eye.

"I'm fine. Just exhausted from dancing too hard," Suga answered Jin in the most toxic voice.

"Oh, okay. Don't be so hardcore on yourself," he recalled to Suga, who was now looking at the ground with a red face and breathing harder than normal and his arms trembling as his hands were on the edge of the bench, trying to prevent him from falling. Suga didn't have the energy or endurance to speak, instead he just nodded as he closed his eyes at the same time he spoke back to Jin. Suga sighed as Jin left and Jin was not buying the fact that Suga said his fine.

"Does anyone know what happened to Yoongi? He seems to be very uneasy and more tired than usual," he asked the others who quickly turned around to see Jin.

"What do you mean Jin? Is he okay?" Jungkook asked Jin, very confused. He didn't answer, he only moved out of the way so they could look at Suga. Jin and the whole group looked at Suga, who was breathing rapidly, face red and trembling. They looked with at Suga with sadness in their faces.

"What's wrong with him? Is that normal for him to look like that after a dance rehearsal?" J-hope asked the group and waited for a response. No one answered immediately, as they were all still looking at Suga covering his face with unsteady hands. 

"Are you saying he looks ugly! Of course that's not normal. Something is wrong with him," he scolded at J-hope.

J-hope: I never said he looks ugly! I just said he looks different! Jesus," he replied back to Namjoon and rolled his eyes.

"Alright sassy, but really, what's wrong with him?" Namjoon replied. They talked about Suga until they just kept a sharp eye on him for a while.

Suga POV 

I finally understood why I was looking and feeling like absolute trash. I was having a panic attack. I definitely did not want any of my band-mates to know I'm having a panic attack. I saw them looking at me and I felt really uncomfortable and left the dance room to go calm myself in the bathroom. I placed my hands outward of the sink and bent over, trying to catch my breath. I looked up and saw my reflection in the mirror, seeing how fucked up I looked. I concentrated at the sink and closed my eyes and opened my mouth so I could breathe a little better.

End of Suga's POV

Since all of the members have a delicate bond, they always are out for each other. If one gets hurt or sick, they look out for that member. They thought that Suga was having a panic attack and since Jimin has had a panic attack, they let him go check on Suga. Jimin arrived at the bathroom door and could already hear Suga breathing harder than before and whizzing to. Suga was still in the same spot he was in before and Jimin opened the bathroom door to see Suga completely having a panic attack. Jimin was shocked at first glance, but he then calmed down, knowing that if he panics then it will just escalate the situation more and Suga would've been in even worse shape. 

Jimin: " Why didn't you tell us you have panic attacks? We could have helped you". He asked Suga who still didn't know that Jimin was there. Suga opened his eyes with fright, fear and frustration and jumped up a little.

Suga: "Um-wha-what- are --y-you. talking-- about... What-- uh- what p-panic attack"? He asked, flitching as he spoke.

Jimin: "Yeah, don't waste your breath. I know a panic attack when I saw one. You're having a panic attack. Don't fight it, just try and calm down. He walked over to Suga and rubbed his back and Suga sighed in relief. While Jimin was rubbing Suga's back, he put his head on the counter, a little apart from the sink. Jimin was hugging him at this point and Suga started breathing rapidly and shaking again and Jimin told him to sit down and lean against the wall.The members were getting extremely worried and getting really unsettling. They thought that something was wrong with Suga, or else Jimin and Suga wouldn't have been in the bathroom for a good hour.

Taehyung: "What the hell is wrong with Suga? They would have come back by now if something wasn't wrong". He asked everyone.

Namjoon: "I'm going to go check on them to make sure that things aren't out of hand". He told the members.

Jin: "Okay. If he is having a panic attack, don't scream or panic. It'll just make Suga more embarrassed and make him feel uncomfortable". He reminded Namjoon just as he opened the door. He nodded in agreement before leaving. He walked quickly to the bathroom and before he opened the door he took big breath to clam himself down incase Suga was having a panic attack. He opened the door and saw Jimin and Suga on the ground. Jimin was holding Suga as he was breathing normally but still tired, sweaty and trembling from all that pressure. Namjoon remembered what Jin said and followed it. Jimin looked at Namjoon but didn't say anything. He came closer to Suga and sat on the ground on the other side of him. Suga didn't even notice that Namjoon was right there beside him. Suga no longer had the endurance to even look up at him. Namjoon couldn't see Suga's face when he sat down on the ground because he covered his face between his legs, but Namjoon knew his face was not a doubt red. He didn't look at Suga because he couldn't bare to see him suffocating. Namjoon only glanced a few times at Jimin and Suga started to cry a little again but they both knew that it was common to cry after or while having a panic attack, so they just let him cry. Suga finally calmed down and Namjoon left to update the others about Suga.

Jimin: "Do you feel better"? He asked Suga soothingly.

Suga: "-Yeah, a little". They got up and Suga came back into the dance room, feeling embarrassed as the members stared at him. He sat down on the bench and immediately covered his cute face with his hands. Jimin bent down in front of him and took his hands off his face. Suga wouldn't look at Jimin, he would only stare at the ground. His face was still a little red and you could see tears in his eyes. Jimin put his hands behind Suga's head and brought it close to his. They touched forehands and Jimin whispered to Suga sweet things and Suga went home afterwards.

Thank you so much for reading! I apologize if it's bad, it's my first ever story on wattpad, but I really hope you enjoyed it! Feel free to comment some requests! I would really love to see what kinds of stories you guys what to see me write <3 follow my insta @aitr00per