𐌁𐌕𐌔 𐌔𐌉𐌂𐌊𐌅𐌉𐌂𐌔

Suga- Depression Pt 1

Requested by aetaestic 

(This story is for people who don't swear or don't like to read stories with swearing. aka this is a swear free story for those peeps out there. This is the only story I will ever do without swearing just to let you know! But this does contain self-harm because we are talking about Suga lol.)

Suga's POV

Jin: "Come on guys. We need to finish this so we can go home."

J-hope: "Not our fault that Suga keeps on messing up."

Suga: "Oh shut it, you mess up too." J-hope groaned in anger at Suga who glared at him.

Jin: "Stop blaming each other and do it again." We all groaned and grumbled quietly but continued dancing. We danced for a good hour before they finished and went home. I was upset about dance practice so I immediately went to my room and locked the door. Jimin was going in his room but knew that I was in there and he didn't dare to knock. I sat on the floor feeling like a failure in human form. I felt like crying, but if I did, I know all the members would come barging in.

Suga: "Hope this makes me feel better." He one ton his knees and pulled out a mysterious box from underneath is bed. I knew what was inside of it but Jimin thankfully didn't know what is inside. I opened the box and took out one of the knives that were in the box, still covered in dried up blood. He looked at it with hesitation, but still need up cutting his whole arm. Any deeper he'd cut his arm off clean! He cut and cut until he couldn't even see his peach skin. He cried so hard he was sure that someone could hear. 

-Night-

I didn't come down stairs at all that night. I was too embarrassed to let them see a failure. I haven't came out of my room since we came home from dance practice and all the members were trying to get me out, but I never answered. He sat on the cold ground with both of my arms cut and blood all around me and on me. Jimin still never came in my room, but I chose to unlock the door and just cry myself to bed. I fell asleep a few minutes before Jimin came in and went to bed too, but I forgot that one of my knives was on the floor! He was about to go in his bed until he saw something behind my bed. He went over to my bed looked on the other side and he saw my knife covered in blood....

[Coughs* Hi. Part 2 is coming soon, I just really needed to publish something you guys, because I hate it when other people are inactive for like 5 months lol but this was Suga-DepReSsIoN. Hope you enjoyed! Don't forget to vote and comment <3 Love youu]