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Jeonghan

Just a warning this isn't happy imagine, it's like there's a breakup so yeah you know? But we'll see how this goes.

Y/n PoV

'How should I tell him?' Thoughts were going through my head, I was drunk last night and coincidentally my ex was there (aka. Joshua), we did some things last night and I fucked up, how am I suppose to tell Jeonghan?

"Jagi~" His sweet voice was heard, I look and give him a fainted smile, he skips his way towards me and gives me a hug before sitting beside me on the couch

"hows my lovely girlfriend?" he pinches my cheeks, I bite my bottom lip

'do I deserve his love?' I thought this man is like an angel how what should I do?

I hold one of his hands and look at him, he smiles and looks into my eyes, " you're so beautiful today" I can hear my heart-shattering bit by bit

"Jeonghan...I" I tear slowly building up, he looks at me worriedly, "Y/n why are you crying did someone bully you?" he pulls me into a hug, I push him away which caught him off guard "What's wrong? Are you in a bad mo-"

"I cheated on you..." I say quietly but loud enough for him to hear my words

I slowly look at him butting my lower lip, he looks confused and shocked, He smiles again "Jagi~ what did you say I think I heard wrong" he stiffens

"I slept with Joshua last night..." his mouth was left openly unable to process the words that I've told him, "But you said you had a sleepover with your friends..."

"no I didn't Jeonghan"

He tried to speak but couldn't find the right words, "Yo-you don't mean it does you? This is a joke... Y/n tell me you don't mean any of this" I burst out crying, I started to kneel in front of him

"Jeonghan, please it was a mistake! I was drunk I-I" he stands up, he leaves the living room heading upstairs, I hit my forehead over and over "I fucked up I" I just continue to cry, what should I do?

"What should I do..." I lie down on Wonwoo's couch covering my eyes with my arm, he places a glass of water on the coffee table and sits beside me

"But did you feel like you were doing it with Joshua?" he asks me, I sit up and hug him "No I thought it was Jeonghan" He pats my head "What should I do with you?" I look at him with my puffy face " You're my big brother, right? Wonwoo what should I do?"

"Give him some time first Y/n you can't rush things," He says and hands me the glass of water, I take a sip and give it to him

"if noona was here you would be dead by now" I slap him "don't mention her " He chuckles "you know she loves the fact that you and Jeonghan are dating"

" I know..."

My phone then rings, I check it and the ID shows Joshua, I show the screen to Wonwoo "Should I answer it?" he nods "but hang up if its something stupid" I nod to him and answer the call "Y/n can we talk?" I hear Joshuas voice " why?"

" it's about what happened last night" I look at Wonwoo and he seems to hear the conversation "cant you tell me over the phone?"

"fine..." He sighs "I explained to Jeonghan what happened" My eyes widen "What! What did he say?" I say hoping that Jeonghan would forgive me

"he didn't say anything after I told him he just said to leave, But Y/n, I still love you... That's why I didn't care if we did it last night but hearing that you were heartbroken just made me want to tell Jeonghan"

"Joshua you know I love Jeonghan..."

" I know and I'm sorry, I hope you and Jeonghan will be on good terms now" he ends the call, I look at Wonwoo and he wraps his arm around me "what will happen now?"

"Just wait until tomorrow okay? He needs to adjust after everything you and Joshua have told him" I nod at him, Jeonghan I hope you will be okay...

The next day

I open the door of the shared apartment I and Jeonghan have, I look around and see Jeonghan on the couch "Jeonghan..." I hold back my tears, he doesn't turn around, so I walk up to him

I sit beside him, I look at him, he looked so depressed, "Jeonghan what happened to your hand! " I look at it, it was wrapped in a cast

He doesn't answer he just stays quiet, "Jeonghan...Talk to me"

He finally looks at me, he gives me a big hug, he burst into tears sniffing and sobbing on my shoulder, tears slowly fall down my cheeks, I close my eyes and pat his back

he pulls away and looks at me "Y/n...it was just one night but I already miss you, Y/n I love you so much...the words you told me yesterday just..." he looks at his hand with the cast on "I-I punched the wall and I- "

"Why did you do that!" I hold his hand looking at it

"I was just so angry I.. Didn't know what to do" He looks at me and grins a little "But then Joshua told me and I felt relieved but still a little hurt that you guys did it..." He kisses my forehead

"Y/n I'm madly in love with you and I can't imagine if you were gone" I wipe his tears with my thumb, he holds my hands and closes his eyes, his cheek resting on my hand

"your scent on the bed made me go crazy, I hugged the pillow only imagining it wasn't you"

"Jeonghan I won't ever do it again I promise"

He pulls me to sit on his lap, I rest my head on his chest, hearing his heartbeat

I hear him chuckle " I'm supposed to be angry at you but I can't do that for some reason" He kisses my head "that's how much I love you" he pats my back, "I love you too Jeonghan"

I look up at him and peck his lips, he pulls me again and kisses me, He pulls away, we find ourselves just cuddling on the couch, I just feel so lucky to have a boyfriend like him.