seventeen

Woozi

Y/n PoV

" Jihoonie" I say to him, he shakes me off of him

" Y/n I know were friends but you don't need this much close of skinship" I roll my eyes and sit beside him, he covers the book that we was writing on

 " What are you writing?" I ask him, trying to take a peek, then I look at the cover, " You have a diary? Since when?" I rest my cheek on my palm

 " Yeah?" I raise my eyebrow " Hey I asked two questions" I poke his cheek

 " yah Jihoonie" He looks at me, the side of his lips was about to smile but he shakes it off 

" Since...After a few days of meeting you?" He says, a bit unsure, I start to count with my fingers

 " Then for a long time" I tell him

 I tried to take a peek again but his hand was in front of my face, I remove it and sit back down " Aish why don't you want to show me? We are friends after all..." he shakes his head 

" Not a good time" He tells me, I cross my arms, ' is it about his crush?' I then start to feel sad, " Are you that sad that I can't show you?" I look at him " is it about your crush? Do you have one? You said you don't have one"

 His cheeks turn pink, he smiles a bit, my lips turn into a thin line 

" So it is about a crush" I show him a fainted smile, " Who?" Woozi shakes his head

 " I-I can't say" I cross my arms " Jihoon you are so unfair!" He looks at me shocked " First you won't show me your diary! Second you won't even tell me the person you like! I am your friend Jihoon! For 7 years!" 

I stand up and walk away with my arms crosses

 ' was I to harsh? No I wasn't I was ju-'  " Ouch" I say as I bump into someone, I look up and see Jun

" Oh sorry Jun" I tell him, he chuckles and pats my head

" Its fine" he smiles, I smile back, he shows me some cookies " Want one?"

 I smile and get one from the bag, " Jihoon! What's your problem!"

 The cookie was on the floor, I turn to him, he had his diary in one hand and the other had crums from hitting the cookie

" Now this? What's up with you?" I walk away having tears in my eyes. I sat down in my desk

My chin resting on my palm, " hey" I hear Jihoon but I don't look at him, I hear the chair moving as he sat on it, he wipes the tear that was on my cheek

 ' heart calm down we're suppose to be angry at this guy' I take a deep breath

" I'm sorry, please smile" I look at him, with my furrowed eyebrows, " Whats up with you?" I tell him in a annoyed tone, he sighs

 " I- I just...Its hard to explain, I guess this can tell you" He hands me his diary, I raise an eyebrow before reading it, my eyes go wide as I read all the words one by one

12/6/18

She was laughing all day today, which I liked, her smile is the prettiest feature she has, sometimes I wish I was the only one to make her smile, one day I'll be her favorite person.

2/11/19

When I walked down the stairs today I saw her sitting on one of the stair case, with her guitar and she was playing it beautifully, sometimes I wonder if she's a fairy or not, she just looks to surreal, she looked at me with her beautiful smile, who knew that could give me such a flutter?

5/8/19

I will tell her my feelings soon, I think I've made her wait, not sure if she feels the same way, but as long as she smiles it alright, though it could break are friendship, that's one thing why I don't want to tell her, I can't let her leave my side.

11/14/19

Its her birthday today, I took her to the park where there was a festival, at the end all of the lanterns that were made was lit up in the sky, Y/n looked at it which made her eyes glow, her smile was wide, sometimes I wonder, God made her to be with me, one day she will smile like that when should would be with me.

I look at him, a bit shocked, and happy at the same time, he smiles at me

 " I want you to smile all the time, I hope you always do, seeing you sad especially cause of me..."

 He holds the diary, and looks at me, his dimples showing

" I like you, and I hope you always smile" I hold his hand and look at him

" I'm only smiling, because of you"