MY RESOLVE

FOURTEEN

MY RESOLVE EPISODE FOURTEEN(unedited)

RIHANNAH

It's been weeks since that day that Ajmal brought Molly for shopping and they've been acting inseparable ever since.

"Exams are at the corner and finals at that!here I'm distracted like I'm always recently.  Why do I feel a pain and condescending feeling when I see them together? What's this feeling? Why'd I even care if he's with her or not! I know I deserve the best but then would any man find me attractive after listening to my sordid story?!"

"As salaamu'alaykum pretty skull" Quds greeted coming into the room

"Wa'alaykumusalam wa rohmatullahi sweets. How're you?"

"Very we.....ll. what's with the long face SIL?"

"Nothing"

"Ry,don't play kite with me sis. Spill it"

There she goes again. All bossy. She sits on the bed facing me and looked me straight in the eyes

"Ok fine. It's just that I feel this sudden unhappiness whenever I see that Playboy and Molly together. What's with that feeling?"

She smiled,hugged me and "you,my friend are jealous of that sight"

Did she just say jealousy?!

"Jea what!? Of course not! Why'd I be in the first place?"! I asked dumbfounded

"Beats me too Ry except if somebody is in love with the Playboy!" She replied winking at me wickedly

"In love!!! Me! With that Playboy! Of course not! How could you think that?!"

"Time will tell sweety. Time will tell" she emphasized each word clucking her tongue

I walked out heading to the library.

Could I truly be in love with AJ? If I'm,oh precious heart,why choose a heartbreaker to love! Please don't betray me yet again! What do I do? How do I act? How can I love somebody who cares nothing about me? Oh precious heart,please be still and harden regarding that Playboy named Ajmal.

I kept fussing with my thought. I didn't know I got company until I heard a well known voice

"As salaamu'alaykum Ry"

"Wa'alaykumusalam wa rohmatullahi Playboy" I replied

"Woah! Why that appellate? Cos I'm with just Molly now. I stopped being a cassanova" he replied smiling

What! He's even happy telling me! I couldn't describe how angry I was but then showing him is of no use.and if there's something I'm good at, it's masking my feeling. So,I cleared my throat replying
"Really!? I'm happy for you that you finally got hooked by her. She must be something"

"You're ha...ppy I'm with Molly?" He stuttered

I looked at him and.wondered why he looked disappointed

"Of course or shouldn't I be?"

He remained silent all through till we got to the library. I searched for the book I needed with the aid of the librarian,then sat to read .

I was so engrossed with my book that I didn't hear my phone ring

"Ry,your phone is ringing and it's sulaiman" I looked up seeing AJ with my phone with a scowl on his face which I felt was due to his being disturbed from reading.

"Hey sughie, what's up?"

"I'm fine,you? And everybody? I miss you too" and the next thing I heard was a very loud thud which made me drop my phone and the librarian had to come our way

"Mr. Ajmal you shouldn't have hit the table so hard! You of all people know that a loud noise isn't expected here,so please leave!"

"I'm so sorry sir. It won't happen again" with that he left and angrily I'm sure

But what's with the anger?

"Hello sis,are you there?"

"Yes akhi I'm"

"What was that noise about?"

I told him what just happened and how surprised I am

"That guy likes you" Sulaiman said
"Why'd he like me and how do you know?"

"He hit the table cos he thought it's a man you're telling I miss you,so he got jealous"

"But you're a man now and my brother"

"He doesn't know that,does he?"

"Of course not"

We talked some more then ended the call while I went back to my book but had this beautiful feeling hoping he likes me.

And why'd you want him to like you girl? I don't know!
So you've fallen for him? I don't know! Just shut up!
Fine,just.be careful and don't get bitten at same spot twice!

I kept thinking and then it was almost maghrib. Time for solah.

I made my way out deep in thought

"Did his call.keep you that long! You missed him that much!?"

I was startled

"AJ don't you ever scare me like that again! Do you want to give me a panic attack?!"

He replaced the anger on his face with a deep concern

" I'm so sorry Ry. I didn't mean to startle you"

'but you did! What are you still doing here by the way?!"

"I'd to wait for you"

"Why'd you wait for me when I'm not Molly!"

"I really don't know too. Can we go to the masjid now?"

"I'm on my way before you scared me"

We walked to the mosque

After solah, we're walking home when Molly a.ka. Aj's monitoring spirit came up to us

"Hi love. And you covered thing,don't you know better than to hook up with another woman's man?

I looked at her,shook my head "then maybe another woman should tie her stray man to her apron because I didn't go up to him,he did!"

And with that I walked away angrily

AJMAL

When Ry walked away,I turned to Molly "you need to keep this your game down! You don't owe me!"

"Of course I do. You really don't know what I can do to anyone who stands in my way of getting what I want. I'd crush them!" She demonstrated cracking her knuckles and with a hateful scowl on her face.

"Don't you dare go near here!"

"Fine I won't. If I passed the night in your room tonight and you touch me"

"I can't touch you again Molly! My religion forbids it!"

"Then marry me then!"

"I won't touch neither will I marry you. Now listen good, we're done with whatever acting we've been up to for a week! I can't do it anylonger! That covered thing is who I want to be with! Let that sink in. If you cross her,then you cross me,got that?!"

"Bring it on AJ" and with that she stomped off

What is that girl up to?