The Weird Mate

Doubts and Voices

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He smiles at me. And lifts his finger and points it at me like a gun. "Pew pew." He says in a tiny voice. I roll on the ground laughing.

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Lillian's P.O.V

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I feel arms wrap themselves tightly around my waist. I actually feel the tingles before his actual arms around me. I smile in content and lean into him. He buries his head into the crook of my neck and nuzzles it. I feel happy for about two point six seconds until everything comes crashing down on me.

"He hasn't even asked you out. All he wanted was to get in your pants. He'll leave you when that girl Brittany comes back." Says the annoying little voice in my head. I thought she left when I met Xavier. I guess I was wrong. "You can't get rid of me. I'm the truth in your life." She replies in a snarky voice.

I think about what she said. She's right he didn't ask me out and I let him get in my pants more then once. He'll leave me when he finds someone better. Wait the mark, he said that means to every guy that I'm his. I want to mark him to tell other girls that he's mine.

"What are you thinking about, baby?" A voice whispers in my ear sending shivers down my back.

"Nothing." I huff out and move away from him.

I see a flicker of hurt in his eyes but he masks it. He reaches out to me I move away farther from him on the couch. I can't believe he didn't ask me out. I'm more shocked that I confessed my love to him.

"What's wrong?" He asks concern laced in his voice.

"Nothing." I reply harshly and look down. I quickly get up and go to the kitchen. I get a glass of orange juice and sit down at the counter. I again feel strong arms wrap themselves around my waist. He sucks on my sweet spot I let a moan escape.

"See he just wants you for entertainment. I don't see why. You're to fat for that." The voice whispers dreadful words in my ear.

Her words seem to be a bucket of cold water that falls over onto my head. Bucket and all. I shoot up from the chair and back away from him. "Don't come near me."

"Why? Are you alright?" He asks again coming closer.

"I'm fine. Just leave me alone. Don't come closer." I say threatening him to stay away. He makes the mistake to take a step. I get livid and my powers come into full focus and I throw a jar of I don't know at him. He jumps away just in time. I turn invisible and which to be somewhere else like the garden I saw when me and Xavier were walking. I feel a gush of air and I open my eyes to see flowers all around me. I'm confused until I see the all to familiar village. I guess being able to become invisible I can also teleport. So fucking cool. I lay down on the grass and just look up at the sky. I don't know how long I stayed there until I felt a ripping pain that went across my whole body. I scream out in pain. It feels like a billion fucking knives are scraping all over body. I roll back and forth on the ground trying to make it stop. I feel a shadow fall over me and then I loose conscious and black out.

Xavier's P.O.V

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We are laughing and watching a movie when I pull her closer and nuzzle into her neck she sighs in content and then she freezes up and start thinking.

"What are you thinking about, baby?" I whisper into her ear.

She backs away from me and says "Nothing." But she says it really fast so I know something's wrong. I reach out to hug her but she gets a look on her face and jumps up and walks out the door. I try to think if I did anything to make her act this way. I ponder it a little more and then get up to go to my mate. I see her drinking orange juice. I smile and come up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist and start to suck on her sweet spot. She lets a moan slip out then she freezes again and jump away from me. "Don't come near me." She threatens darkly.