The Weird Mate

Voices and Kids!!!!

RECAP:

I look down again and look at the core of my apple. I don't remember eating it all. I stand up and walk over to the fridge I feel all their eyes on me. I don't even look up from what I'm doing and flip them all off.

"That's her saying to stop staring at her." Maria starts to laugh.

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Lillian's P.O.V

I start laughing but my silent laugh. So it looks like I'm a retarded seal trying to clap. She laughs harder. I laugh so hard I'm crying. The guys are looking at us like we're are retarded. We probably look like it with our mascara running black streaks down our eyes.

Just then Sarah comes in with Ryan's arm looped around her waist. They look so much in love. I look at Xavier. He rejected me that will never be us. I start crying for real. I run into the bathroom. I sit down on the toilet with the lid closed. I'm full on crying but it's silent. That's funny usually when I cry I sob. Hmm...whatever I'm having short breaths. I get my inhaler out and take two puffs. There's a soft knock on the door. It's probably Maria. I open the door to reveal Xavier.

I quickly try to shut the door in his face but, he's already in the bathroom. He shuts the door and locks it. I look around for an escape. There's the window but it looks like it hasn't be opened in awhile and looks nailed shut. I slid down the wall and put my face in my knees and curl up into a ball position. I feel him shake me, I don't look up. He pokes my side, I jump. He takes this chance to pick me up and put me on the counter. He walks inbetween my legs so I can't jump off or away.

I look down and hang my head in defeat. He grabs my chin and makes me look in his eyes. Gosh he does that a lot. Well maybe it's because you always have your head down and never look him in the eyes.

"I said I was sorry what's wrong?" He asks trying to get me to speak. I think it's time to explain it to him he's a boy he would never have guessed it anyhow.

I open my mouth and say well it's because, but I don't because nothing comes out my lips are moving but my voice isn't working. He looks at me confused. I grab my throat. He's still confused. I mouth "I can't speak." Apperantly he does t know how to read lips, dummy.

I walk away and unlock the door and walk to the kitchen. I walk around the corner to see Maria and Jace going at it again on the counter.

"Oh for fuck's sake you little nasty, bitches. That's so unsanitary! GET THE FUCK DOWN YOU LITTLE NASTY!" I scream but I don't because I can't speak. But they saw it all. Me flopping around and looking stupid.

Maria rushes over. "Why aren't you speaking?"

"I told you she got mad-" Xavier starts but I cut him off by clamping a hand over his mouth.

I motion to my throat. She's confused. I scowl. I point to myself.

"You." She states. I nod.

I motion to my throat and shake my head no and frown. And make a crying face and act like I'm wiping my eyes.

"You lost your voice." Jace says casually. I look at him and smile and nod. "It's kinda easy to understand that but you "yelling" at us but not saying anything." He says casually.

I get angry he made me flop around and make a complete idiot of myself. I lunge at him and have my finger pointed at him menacingly. Xavier pulls me back.

"That means she's mad at you for.......making her look like an idiot?" She asks. I nod and glare at Jace . He chuckles.

"Why would she loose her voice?" Xavier asks.