April 10, 2020
I love you, you love me and I left you.
I came back for a chance and this is where the real challenge is.
We just chill then argue all the time,
You tell me not to let go of you yet you give me a reason to.
I'm not a robot that's unable to feel jealousy,
You said I'm the one you love and I believed you.
However why did you ever said that he had the chance?
Am I not good enough?
Not enough that you still doubt my feelings.
You get jealous when I'm with someone who is truly just a friend of mine- unlike yours.
I did my best to give you what you want,
I did my best to defend you from him but what you don't get the effort I've put through,
I did my way keeping you away from him but it is you who wants him close.
How is it that if it's your fault, I did undestand and take the lesson of it.
You just act like you care but the truth is not.
Am I the only one to work this out? Won't you even help me?
I do love you but I think it's not enough for you,
I love you too much that it hurt me too much.
I really love you too much but this is too much.
I really really love you too much but you love yourself more.
I really really really love you but you value him more.
I love you but I can't take it anymore.
