IF TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY(ON-GOING)

Chapter 23

Fiona's POV

"Not shy!Not me!Itzy!Nan da weonhae dada!Not shy!!!"I'm
singing while cleaning my room.
I want renovation for my room.
It's been maybe two years since
my room re-decorate.

The old design of my room is super girly.I want something new.Hmmm.Oh!Since I love
Plants,flowers I want bali inspired.Or Bohemian vibes.
Not bad.Okay that's my final
decision.

I went down,i will apprise
mommy.Baka kasi magalit siya
kapag hindi ko siya sinabihan na magre-renovate ako ng room.
She is not stringent when it
comes of this things.Actually
she super sympathetic.She is
supportive mom,but not all
the time she will agree for what we want.And all the things have
limitations.We were not spoiled,
even we have a lot of money
mommy taught us how to handle
money.

Actually Mom and Dad are nice
People.They taught me and freya
to be an amazing person.Maybe
before hindi ko pa sila naiintindihan kasi nga bata pa
ako noon.Pero ngayon I realized
they are right.Naalala ko dati
sobrang damot ko sa pagkain
ayoko mamigay,kaya lagi akong
pinapagalitan nila daddy.Daddy
said being selfish or greedy is
bad.Dapat daw hindi ko iyon
makalakihan.

Maraming nagugutom,walang
makain at mga nangangailangan
ngayon.I need to learned how
to share to others.

Sharing is Caring.Yun ang laging
nakatatak sa isip namin.

"Yaya where is mommy?"I asked
our yaya.She is doing our dishes.

"Nasa garden po."She politely
answered.

I smiled."Yaya I said don't say po or opo.You are older than me."
She always keep saying that.
Nahihiya tuloy ako.Kahit naman
nagtatrabaho sila samin dapat
respetuhin ko sila kasi sila ang
mas nakakatanda sa akin.

She just smiled.I take leave of.
Nang makarating na ako sa garden,I saw Mommy and Daddy.

They look happy.I did not realized that I was smiling.
Sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam
na makita silang ganiyan.
Naka-akbay si Daddy kay Mommy.Si mommy naman ay
nakasandal sa balikat ni daddy.
I still standing and just stared
at them.Daddy stared at her
like she is the most beautiful
woman in this world.

All of the sudden.I remembered
Jaren.I hope that one day,His
parents and I will accept for
what we have.Alam kong
maiintindihan nila kami,dahil
minsan na din silang nagmahal.

Siguro alam din nila ang
pakiramdam na hindi tanggap
ng iba ang relasyon niyo ng
taong mahal mo.

Suddenly,I felt heartache.I don't
know why.Everytime I'd thinking
about this I always felt like this.
I held on the part of my heart.

"What the hell...."

"Fiona?"Daddy called me.I
straight away looked at him.

He went closer to me with mom.
"Are you okay darling?"Mom
asked me.She went closer to me
and held my back softly.

I forced to smile even though
i'm still hurting."Y-Yes Mom.."

"No,you are not.What's wrong?
May masakit ba sayo?masama
ba ang pakiramdam mo?magsabi ka lang."Daddy held my
cheeks.I saw in his eyes that he
is worried about me.