Getting in his house, Hoseok's eyes searched for Taehyung. He searched for the latter to find him asleep on the bed. Hoseok took a moment to smile at him, and began to change his clothes. Today was a tiring day, and that's for sure.
Hoseok looked up at the clock, it was 11.
Reaching out, the opened the door of the fridge to find nothing good to eat.
That's okay, after all, I bought the cheese cake for Taehyungie.... I think I should find something else to eat, Hoseok smiles a bit, looking at the younger who was sleeping. How, Jung Hoseok wished he could have been beautiful, just like the other.
Just don't eat
You're gonna grow fatter, and uglier
There, those voices came back, the voices that just want to let Hoseok know he's a waste, a total disgrace.
He goes to the bathroom, and looks at the reflection, such a pathetic boy, he mumbles.
Hoseok looks at his thin and red wrists, and within a moments he lets out soft sobs, noticing blood dripping from it, he presses the shining blade deeper into his skin and feels somewhat numb, watching more blood ooze out form it.
It has always been like this, him hurting himself, and no one caring about it all, not even Taehyung. He promised he'll always be here. Nevermind. After all, promises are meant to be broken. Taehyungie is still nice to me.
Yoonie bear? I don't deserve him at all. He's been with me since day one. I can't be a burden to him.
"Mmm... " Hoseok could hear a voice and he realised Taehyung might wake up, so he quickly switches off the light.
"You came back?" Hoseok heard a deep voice behind him.
"Y.. Yes" There came this weak reply.
"Whatever, just switch off the lights and sleep, will you? I'll hear you later, I don't care" Taehyung grabs Hoseok's arm forcefully, and pulls him to the bed.
"Y... You're hurting me" Hoseok mustered up enough courage to say it. But he didn't hear any answer, Taehyung was fast asleep.
You see, no one cares... No one!
Don't get your hopes up.
Taehyung? Atleast, thank him, for he tolerates you everyday, and all you do is to, complain!
There, he hears the voices vividly again.
With a tear slipping, he says, "I'm just disgusting, I just don't want to be here"
Hoseok feels his eyes becoming heavy, and he falls asleep with an image of his father, lingering on his mind.
Tomorrow is the day .
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you got the best of me | vhope
Fanfiction─ vhope. bts. Hoseok wants to have his last days spent with his friends, and Taehyung. [completed]
