The Happy Ending

Part Fourteen: Hypocrisies And Fantasies

***Maybe we all should just assume something nasty happens with each part ;) ***

JORDAN
Jae had been gone for hours. HOURS. And it was driving him insane, knowing that he was with Marius. He may have fibbed a bit about Marius being a virgin. And by a bit, it was an outright lie. Jordan actually took that. And even though it didn't work out with Marius during the summer they tried dating after the beach party incident, his feelings were still the same for his best friend. He knew, though, that he was not what Marius wanted, and he couldn't be mad about that. But still..... He just wished he WAS that person.

Ever since he got to feel Marius' lips on the beach and how he himself came apart from just Marius' mouth, the green-eyed god, which is what Jae refers to Marius as in his head, was all he could think about. He loves Marius, and he'd do anything for him if it meant he was happy.... Even if it meant with someone else.

If Jordan had tried hard enough and changed himself just enough, he probably could have made Marius stay. But he wouldn't have been himself, and he doesn't want to be that selfish or end up resenting Marius later on down the road. No. They were not meant to be. It saddened Jordan, but it was a bittersweet kind of knowing. He would be content in a settling down kind of way with everything as long as Marius is happy.

Regardless of his selfless attitude, he still paced continuously in his bedroom, torturing himself with the fact that he sent Jae to Marius with a damn condom and a tube of lube and encouraged him to go for it, and of all the dirty things they could be doing. He knew Marius loved cock in his mouth and was amazing at deep throating. He would have bet money that Marius sucked him off.

Or IS sucking him off, right now.

Then unwanted images of Marius on his knees, balls deep, in front of Jae invaded his mind. He hated it. He hated thinking about them being together, but he couldn't be mad about it because he basically shoved them together, and even gave Jae pointers on how to get the job done. Dear god, did he actually suggest Jae fucking manhandle Marius?? Did Jae actually take that fucking suggestion?? And did Marius enjoy it?? All of these questions drove Jordan to the brink of insanity.

Jordan pulled at his hair in an attempt to distract himself from his torturous thoughts, only to be reminded that the last time they fucked, Marius moaned particularly loud when Jordan gave his hair a tight grip and tug, which only made him groan out of frustration and begin pacing, again.

That summer they dated, they fucked constantly everyday. Jordan discovered, then, that he liked it both ways, which led to some kinky and satisfying rounds. But he also discovered what he didn't like, which posed a big problem for them.

You see, Marius tends to use his nails when he's pleasured, but Jordan didn't particularly enjoy it. Once, Marius actually drew blood while scratching Jordan's back, and it was painful. Jordan refused to be intimate with Marius until it had healed, which lead to hurt feelings and arguments, which lead to them mutually agreeing that they still enjoy each other's company, but for the sake of their friendship, they shouldn't date. Or fuck. They just were not compatible like that.

Jordan was just glad that he still has Marius in his life. His biggest fear was not being friends, anymore. He was fully aware that eventually he would go off to college, and so would Marius, and probably completely different schools, and they would probably lose touch at some point down the road. But Jordan wasn't prepared to address that, just yet. There's still months left of their senior year, and neither boys have applied to any colleges or universities, yet. There was still time to enjoy what was in front of him.

It was almost midnight when Jae strolled into the house, light on his feet, glowing, and sporting a wide smile. Jordan knew that look. That's the after sex glow. And a part of him didn't like it one bit. But the rest of him berated his unhappy part for being a hypocrite, saying that he can't be mad when he encouraged it. And that Marius was probably extremely happy, right now, if Jae's mood is any indication.