Overthinking

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Hey guys so this is the next chapter. I'll be updating a little faster now so. Enjoy the chapter.

Gabby's POV

Well that was embarassing. I wonder though, how the hell did he pull down my shirt without me knowing? And how long was my bra exposed.

 

I'm just glad that Jason gave me another chance.

I still had to deal with Liam,I could almost feel the jealousy and anger radiating off him.

Having a million thoughts going through my head was bad. I knew that thinking about things too much would make me slip up and lose control,and probably start screaming and crying.

But I was thinking about a lot. Jason. Liam.Malia. Why the fudge Alejandro called me. And why I had to be cursed with this impossible mash-up of being a banshee and a werewolf.

Jason was snuggled up extremely close to me with his head laid on my shoulder.

"Can we go back to your room?,I think I left my phone in there."

"Yeah,sure?" Jason instantly responded to my agreement and picked me up bridal style,making me giggle.

He ran upstairs with me in his arms.

I'm pretty sure I earned some looks from my friends.

When we got upstairs he dropped me on the bed and crawled on top of me.

"OK,I didnt call you up here for a phone,I just wanted to be alone....with you."

"Oh,well I'll um be right back" I pushed his hips off me and soon his body followed,making him fall on the floor.

"Hey!" He gave me a dissapointed look.

"Sorry I'll be back" I dashed to the bathroom.

I couldn't stop overthinking and being in my own bed after what happened earlier, only brought back physical memories.

After splashing my face with water I opened the doo and ran back downstwis to avoid Jason.

I went back to my spot on the floor and Jason soon joined me.

I just couldn't stop overthinking about everything,and it was painful.

Its like every single time I think too much,the voices come back.

The most horrifying thing is what they say. They all tell me how they die,their life's storying. The things they whisper is just terrible.

They came back to me and I kept trying to fight them back. Nobody else in the room knew what was happening except maybe Lydia.

They seemed to be enjoying themselves and I didn't want to mess it up.

  Deaton had told me that to control the powers of banshee,u have to focus,and very sternly fight back the voices. By doing so I would gain control so that I could control the power,and use it when I needed it.

All of that was pushed as the voices got louder,and started sounding more like screams. I closed my eyes shut and put my hands over my head,thinking maybe I could shut them out.

"STOP!" I finally screamed, not being able to take it anymore.

When I opened my eyes I wasn't in my living room,I was in a dark room with voices coming at me and voices whispering and screaming me.

I just couldn't prevent from screaming "Stop,no,please stop,I can't take it anymore!" Someone held me on their arms. They were trying to calm me down.

I was literally in tears literally crying now.

"Gabby,calm down your ok,I'm here everything's ok" Over all these voices I recognized this one as Jason's voice.

The voices finally stopped and so did my tears.

My eyes flew open and they glowed a brighter yellow than usual.

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