Blank Space in my Heart.

Change.

-Olivia's P.O.V-

Every since my parents got divorce I've traveled all over the world with my dad and his band. I've been doing online schooling, but now I'm moving in with my mom and her husband, ugh I hate Jeffrey (my so called step dad). It's not that I wanna live there, my dad said he can't take care of me anymore and that my mom wants to see me. basically saying was he is choosing the band over me but whatever. Or maybe the woman that gave birth to me do want to see me, ehh its only been 2years what's another two or three.

"OLIVIA!" my dad yelled to me from the front of the tour bus. I walked into the living area, "yes sir". " we are almost to your moms, are you ready" I looked down with a sad petty face. "Hey cheer up kiddo new Mexico is fun and plus there might be some cute boys there.....or girls or what ever you like" he said with a jokingly voice. I shrugged walking backed to my room on the bus. Eh I rather stay in Canada with grandpa at least I know a few people there I don't know anyone in new Mexico.

Arriving to my moms big house, that I know my dad paid for, I see Shawn riding around on his skate board in the drive way. Shawn is the step brother, I have too admit one good thing about moving here is seeing him. He is so hot. He is 6' foot exact tan skin chocolate hair cut perfectly and the sexiest light blue eyes. He also have his ears pierced and he wears the cutest diamond earrings. Shawn Lee Adams. MRS.ADAMS MRS.ADAMS MRS.ADAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT!!! He isn't really my brother! step brother! duh!!!!!

When I stepped off the bus I finally can breathe some fresh air. He rides my his skateboard up to me. He shakes my fathers hand "hello Mr .Stone" then he gives me a big hug "hello Olivia I'm so glad your staying with us I missed you", "I missed you to" I said shyly. Oh my fuck I don't think I could stay here long with this nice hunk of cake. "Dad erm how long do I have to stay here" I ask with a sad face. "Till you graduate I think you should complete your final year in real school" he said seriously. grr a whole year with Shawn!

Shawn walks back over to me I can smell oranges and axe in the air as he passes by. He places his dub step snapback cap on my head and wraps his arm around my waist, "hahaha I'll make your stay here is awesome I promise, we will have a great time". He winked at me and grabbed two of my bags and walked into the house. I looked towards my dad who was sitting there looking down with both hands stuffed into his pockets. My dad still loves my mom and wants her happy but only with him not, Jeffrey.

I walked over to my puppy dog faced father and gives him a hug around his neck since I'm 5'1" and he is 6'2" I had to basically jump to hug him. "Dad if you want you can go now I won't mind it, I understand." In which, I did I loved seeing my mom happy but happy with my dad. The only good thing about moms and Jeffrey marriage is Shawn. "No sweetheart i want to take you inside, he demanded" I nod and we grabbed the rest of the bags walking inside.

As I get inside I was greeted at the door by my mother and Jeff with big loving hugs. "Hey honey" my mother said as if she actually loved me. "Hello ms.Olivia" Jeff said as if he actually wanted me there. I said "hello". And then there was a one minute awkward silence between us four, the tension could have been cut with a plastic butter knife. I can't take this silence anymore. I cleared my throat " umm is my room still in the same place?" I said looking up at my mother. "Oh yes honey she said as she lead me to my room"

Still the same exact room, walls covered with Justin beiber posters and posters of my dads band 'Silently Loud' purple bed spread, walls tables and other stuff like that. I quickly walks over pulling the Justin butthead posters down. "What the hell was I thinking" I said I'm a low whisper. "What a potty mouth you have" my mother said as she walks up to me with a garbage can. "You spend 2years on a bus with grouchy old men you would have one to" I said back with sas.

"So I take it your sense of music has changed?" Mother asked. I nods as I put up a Black Veil Brides, Sleeping With Sirens, Peirce The Veil, Bring Me The Horizon and a Falling In Reverse posters. "It has changed drastically" I said smiling at the site of my favorite bands. "Well your father is down stairs waiting to say good bye" she said as if she is ready for him to go. Even though I know she is. So I run down stairs to say my good byes.

After the painful good byes and one last plea to stay with dad, I went up to my room and laid down listening to 'falling in reverse'. All of a sudden Shawn walks in and sits on the side of my bed. I turn over to find him staring at me. "Um hello how may I help you" I said with a confused look. Wanna go to the skate park with me and some friends. "SKATE!" I said excitedly. He nods "what friends?" I said shyly. "Well its just Jason and kade " he said as if I knew them but ehh ole well what's the point of staying here shacked up.

"Lemme get dressed" I said as I get up onto my feet and motions him out my room. I go over to my suit case and pulls out a black with white writing dub step shirt some black ripped skinny jeans and black vans and I grabbed the black and white dub step hat he gave me. I really don't know exactly what dub step is but Doug one of my dads band members gave me this shirt. I'm hoping this is what teens in new Mexico wear.

Walking down stairs I remembered I forgot my board so I bolted back up stairs. once up there I caught a glance of myself in the mirror and realized I look like shit. I wasn't going to add a lot of make up maybe a little eyeliner and mascara and brush my hair. After I finished my touch ups I grabbed my board and went down stairs, to be surprised at Shawn waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs. "Hey what took you so long?" He asked "sorry I forgot my board" I said.