Blank Space in my Heart.

Kissing Scars

Jason P.O.V.

"Hey Bro what you doing out here"? I heard a voice behind me as a sat beside the shed at Shawn's house. Looking up I noticed that it's Shawn walking up to me. I couldn't let him see my face, so I  held my head down. I should've not came here. Shawn is like a big brother to me, and he said next time  Ronnie hit me he was going to kill Ronnie.

Ronnie is my mom's boyfriend, my mom acts if she is fucking scared of him. Shit I'm a little scared of him to. On only staying there for my little brother. Shit Why do I even care he is only an half brother, plus he acts just like his dad, a fucking pig. Maybe I should do what I should've done a long time ago ask the Adams to adopt me, Shawn said that his parents said it's OK as Long as I'm ready to leave that family.

I felt wind swoop by me and the smell of masculine versace  Cologne,  Wow he smell amazing.  Wait what am I ....I look down at my crotch, ohh Thank God. I thought I was getting a hard on, that scared me shitless. "Hey buddy Wassup" Shawn said as he bumped up against my shoulder. Still looking down I begun to speak "dude remember when you and your mom and dad said you guys would adopt me if you have to?" He sat there in silence for a moment "Yeah! Why? what's wrong? Did Ronnie hit you again? That motherfucker! "He started to get up and I knew Exactly Where he was going. So I grabbed his arm and pulled him down. "Dude don't go over there, he will kill you, and I don't need you dead so chill " I said almost yelling trying to calm him.

"Well let's go talk to my parents now" he demanded as he pulled me you by my arm. We walked quickly almost ran into the house up the stairs. Tearing holes into the floor with our hard foot steps. We burst into his parents room.  It's 9 o'clock pm so his parents were in bed. as soon as we came  they jump out of bed asking what's wrong, are you OK.

"Ronnie beat Jason again, this is the last straw let's go to court, call the police or something" shawn yelled at his parents as he paces back and forward. "Hunny we can't just " Mrs Adams begun but was cut off by Mr Adams. "You boys just go and go to sleep and we will talk more in the Morning " Mrs Adams had got up and wrapped and arm around me "are you OK hunny" she ask hugging me. "Yes mam I...I'm fine" I responded as I walked out the room.

We walked pass kade and Olivia Who was standing in the hall way.  I think they were evesdroping on our conversation.  "Hey sj what's wrong. Jason are you OK" I continued walking to the guest bedroom that basically became my room since I stayed there most of the time. "Dude just don't worry about it OK it's non of your concern OK" I heard Shawn blurt out bluntly to kade and Olivia and slam his bed room door.

Kade really didn't know anything about this, Shawn and I been friends for about 8 years. Kade just recently moved here about a year and half ago. We haven't informed him about Ronnie yet. We probably won't for a While,he will probably find out on his on. Shit my eye hurt like Hell. I got up and walked over to the mirror, Damn my eye is bad. I tried to touch it but it's to sore. Slowly taking my shirt off I saw that my side was blue and bruised , small cuts ran up and down my back from the metal pipe Ronnie beat me with.

I sat there staring at the cuts and bruises  that was inflicted on my skin. It had been an hour or so, "shit I need a cigarette " I mumbled to myself.  I knew Exactly Where to go, The Shed. I put on another set of sleeping clothes that had there already, the ones I had on was bloody. I quietly walked down stairs heading out to the shed.

When I got out there I was frightened to the sight of a body out line sitting in the dark I screamed and turned on the light. It was Olivia. "Olivia shit you scared me, what are you doing out here" I said out of breath and heart beat racing. "I'm sorry I scared you, I knew you was going to come out here " she said curving a smile on her face. "Well what do you want" I said trying to get her to go away.  "I...Uh" she begun to stutter.  " spit it out Damn" I said as i begun to get annoyed by her. I don't wanna deal with her or kade every since my party she and kade totally annoyed me. I hated that, plus she acts like she doesn't remember me.

"Look Jason I'm sorry for whatever I did to you,but I saw blood on the back of your shirt, and... and I know that look of fear in your eyes" she Walks over to me shoving a box in my Hands and begun to walk out. " sorry that I couldn't sit around and wait for you to remember what we did 2 years ago, I gave a shit about you, the I saw you with that Krissy girl, just killed me.  You was my first shit,  I fell for you. she began to walk out the shed but I grabbed her arm pulling her back into a kiss.

This kiss was amazing better than Krissy ever kissed me, more passionate, more loving. She stopped looking into my eyes and she smiled stepping back" can I see your back " she asked and I turned around taking off my shirt revealing the cuts imprinted in my skin. I heard her sigh, then I felt her small soft lips gently press against my skin. She kissed every scar on my back. "This my burn a little" she said as she begun to spray antibacterial spray on my back and she begun to bandage my scars up.

I never felt so loved and cared for, if I told Krissy about this she probably would've said "Oh my god blood eww go away, go to the doctor " .Well Olivia isnt Krissy. "Come to my room with me" she said as she grabbed my hand and my shirt leading me back to the house. "Why do you want me to come to your room, isn't kade up there" I asked. "no he left an hour ago after Shawn went off on him, and cause you need someone to Hold you. " she Said turning around Smiling at me.

We finally made it to her room as we walked in I notice she lock the door. "Just lay down Jason" she said pointing towards her bed. Slowly laid on her bed.trying to stay off my cuts and bruises. She put a blanket over me and laid in front of me gently wrapping her arms around me. "...Jason" she said looking up into my eyes. "Yes" I said curiously. " I...Uh....I. I love you" she said turning red. I smiled and shocked brushing her hair out of her face. " I love you to Olivia ".