Blank Space in my Heart.

Dirty Kissing.

As soon as we got home I went straight to my room. I soon felt sleep take over me and I faded off to a great escape in the beyond. *knock * knock* "sis" I hear Shawn come in my room and attempt to wake me. I think weather I should be still and quiet and pretend I'm still sleep. ahh fuck it "Yes Shawn" I said seeming annoyed. "party tonight. Jason's. casual. your invited. your coming" he said basically demanding I was going. "Ugh I don't want to " I said rolling back over " you are going. No if ands or butts" he said smacking my butt when he said butt. I flip over gasping, and looking at him. "Don't start Nothing you can't finish" I said with a smirk. "Oh boy if you wasn't my sister" he said "I'm your step sister No relations " I said wishing he would Kiss me.

Maybe it's that I kinda upset because of Jason even though we only met a week ago. He leaned over to me, we are only a few centimeters apart. He Kisses me... OMG should I stop him or keep kissing. This is my brother, What if my mom comes in or Jeffrey. This is so wrong but so right. Shit I'm so bad. I run my hands up into his hair kissing him adding tongue he leans us back on to my bed.

Shit!! something vibrates on the bed and scares me. It's his phone, he stops kissing me and answer it. Secretly I'm glad the phone rings. "The party is in an hour " he says as he awkwardly walks out the room. I saw he had a boner. This girl is good right. Right. I should get ready.

I turn on the radio and rebel love song comes on. I love bvb and one day I plan on marrying Andy. "Gosh What am I'm going to wear"? I say as I look into my closet. Hmm....I think for a minute and I grab a pair of rip short shorts and a truck fit shirt. I only bought this shirt cause I saw lil Wayne wear it. I love Lil Wayne.

I ran to the bathroom and to  take a quick shower and then I put my clothes on. I style my hair and then put on my foundation, mascara and eye liner. I think I look great, I think to myself in a sarcastic tone. I open the bathroom door and run Down stairs. Were I meet Shawn standing by the door looking at me.

He Smiles a little and I realize a red blush appear on his cheeks  as I walk down the stairs. "Hey you look nice " he says smiling and blushing still. "Really thanks shawnie bear" I say not realizing what I said till I said it. He hands me my phone, Why he had it? I don't know but I didn't ask. I just slipped it into my back pocket. We walk out the house and gets into his car.

"We gotta picked up kade" he says looking as if he is asking me, instead of telling me. It's a long awkward ride to kade house, we didn't talk we just sat there. No radio we just sat there. We finally arrived at kade's and He  walks out to the car. he  looks pretty Sexy, sexier than he did when we first met.

He had gauges shoulder length brown hair like kellin Quinn his eyes was a dazzling hazel. He was wearing black skinny jeans, a white v-neck shirt and black vans. He kinda looked like kellin. And the best part is I can flirt with him cause he doesn't have a girlfriend and he isn't my brother. He gets in and we head to the party.