Pain isn't the reason why I stopped. It's actually love. My heart's agony is still tolerable but seeing you forcing yourself loving me is a harder thing to endure. Kase all of the pain will be nothing as long as I can see that you love me. Pero yung makita kang pinipilit yung sarili mo na mag stay sakin? Hindi ko alam kung I will feel sorry for myself for still holding on to you knowing that it's not true anymore or maaawa ako sayo kase pinapahirapan mo yung sarili mo na pilitin akong gustuhin. That's why I decided to let you go. Para hindi ka na mahirapan. Kung iniisip mo na masasaktan ako, it's okay. Because I have loved you and I don't want you to suffer your life with someone you didn't love. I set you free because I know that it's not me anymore. I let you go because I know that there's someone you want to hold on to. I stopped for you to start over again with someone you will love voluntarily. Kase ayokong matutunan mo kong mahalin dahil yung ang gusto mo. Gusto ko mahalin mo ko dahil yun ang sinasabi ng puso mo.
YOU ARE READING
Internal Screams
PoetryThese are my screams that I can't shout, my songs that I can't sing, and my heart break that I can't cry.
