I was so blinded by the pain he had caused me and it taught me one thing, that, I had to put and love myself first because no one is gonna do that for me. I never notice that putting myself prior to everything makes me isolated from the love that people are trying to give me. I became guarded and caged by the fear of being in pain again. I became distant to people who are trying to reached me out and I had built a wall around me so that no one can ever be attached to me and break me down again when they left. I closed my heart to people and I became someone who I once called a coward because of loving themselves so much. Truly, pain changes people and now this is me. Being selfish and choosing myself. Sorry, not sorry.
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Internal Screams
PuisiThese are my screams that I can't shout, my songs that I can't sing, and my heart break that I can't cry.
