The ultimate love melody

Confessions

P.s: if you are reading this I've probs got lyk 30 read and I want to thank you. Please share the peace and comment; what do you want to see? Ok and I'm just saying, from now on, longer chapters cuz yeah and they is gonna be a lot of drama soon so hold on to your horses. Ok time to get back to the book. Just realised how to get bold. Yay

Space tourism. The stars could not be anymore in my favour. Exactly what I've dreamed for ever since being a little girl has come true. Well, not literally. I never dreamed to come out a of closet only to have the whole world think me as a dirty little brat, whose girls should stay away from and the only shrewd of light in my life is a science project in which my science partner has threatened to kill me if I talk to her. Oh well, can't have everything. Best to focus on the best things in life. Who needs friends when you have science. I paused as I realised how clingy and desperate that comment was. Anyway, I started to research on places to visit in Mars. That sounds so weird. It would be a lot easier if they were a theme park right in the middle of Mars. But, no- apparently that's too much to ask for. What I'm I stuck with. A couple of canyons and volcanos. Fascinating! Apart from the the fact that their is a volcanic system called Tharis which includes some of the most interesting volcanos including the famous Olympus Mon which is actually the biggest mountain in the solar system, what's the draw?
Scene change: library
As I was reading a book for my science project, I began thinking, what if I could live on Mars? Just start afresh from everything that happened. Of course, apart from the fact that they is a one billionth chance a mega volcanic eruption could kill me and the fact that I could choke to death by dust storms and the fact that I would need an infinite supply of oxygen, it could actually be do able. I was disrupted by my thoughts when a pretty girl tapped me on the shoulder. Uh-oh this can't be good. I held my breath as a wondered what they would do this time. Slap me, hit me,punch me?
'Please! Just do what you have to do and leave. I've suffered enough.' I said, trembling with fear
'I know' she said
'What'
'I know you've suffered enough. I've seen them. The macho boys in the playground. They kick you and spit on you and make fun of you'
A tear rolled down my cheeks. This girl talking felt like someone,ripping off my skin, to reveal the dirty scarred skin underneath.
'And I'm sorry. I can't believe why someone would do such a nasty thing like that. Do you have any idea why?'

'Y-you haven't heard' I croaked, wiping my tears away and trying but desperately failing to put on a brave face.
'Heard what?, why do they hate you? Did you-Did you kill one of them?'
'No' I said letting out a small chuckle. That was the first time I laughed in weeks and it was caused by a girl I had been talking to for 10 minutes. Weird, right?
'So what was it'
I opened my mouth
No answer
'Are you alright? What did you do'
Silence
'Can't be that bad'
I was ashamed
'Some guy bit macho Ben, I bet you it wasn't that bad'
She'll run away if she knew
'Hellllllooooooo! What did you do'
I'm a joke. I don't deserve friends
'Meesha? Your pulling my leg'
'Because! It's because I'm different!' I cried
'What do you mean, your different?'
'I'm foreign, I'm nerdy, I'm gay' I whispered
At this point I tossed the whole 'trying to hold back my tears' thing out of of the window and broke down crying.
'Oh.' She said nervously
I tried to look in her eyes, to see what she thought about me, but I saw nothing. Then she smiled
'Well, I'm here for you. I'm Sarah but you can call me Si'
'Hey Si' I smiled
Thx guys for reading. Let's get 50 reads for a chapter 4. Pps: oooooh do I smell something in the air. Personally, my favourite chappie so far. I'm not a writer so if you have any ideas or points of criticism, mail me on wattpad :)
Chrissy