~survivors~kurapika x reader

~hope~

Some people believe that soulmates will somehow meet each other in this world and live happily ever after. Well my opinion is different.
If that was true I wouldn't be as lonely as I am right now.
I didn't have a happy ending. The only boy that I loved died when we where young. He promised he'll protect me and he'll be by my side no matter what.
Little did he knew he couldn't keep that promise for too long. He broke his promise to me But I never broke my promise to him. I promised I'll never lose my hope so... even if it's impossible I still hope that he's alive and I'll meet him someday.
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(Name) wake up how long are you gonna sleep it's already past 1pm.

I opened my eyes slowly and mumbled just 5 more minutes. Soon I heard foot steps coming toward me.

Hey you were gathering information about that boy until midnight again didn't you?
Ugh come on we have work you know!

Ok ok I'm getting up. I sat down on my bed and my (h/c) hair was really messy. I gotta cut my hair since I'm taking the hunter exam in two days, they're gonna be troublesome for me, I said while stroking my messy hair.
Then I quickly got up and got ready.
I work in a bar and serve people their drinks. I hate my job though because of all the disgusting men looking at me and saying nasty stuff to me But I just have to ignore them like everyday and do my job.
I'm late again but thanks god the barkeeper is my bestfriend so it's not important.

At the bar~
I was serving a table their drinks when one of them tried to fucking touch me. I usually ignore when they say something but when they try to touch it gets on my nerves, just how disgusting can they be.
I quickly took his hand and looked him dead in the eyes.
Try that one more time and you're dead bastard.

H-hey your eyes!

What about my eyes I said while smiling and tightened my grip on his hand.

WHAT THE HELL !!
LET GO OF MY HAND YOU ARE BREAKING IT!! 
YOU'RE THE DEVIL HIMSELF WITH THOSE RED EYES!!

It seems like you have a sharp mouth that will led you to your death.

HEY (NAME) THE HECK ARE YOU DOING?! Sakura said as she slapped the back of my neck.

O-oh I apologise i let go of that mans hand and apologised. Then I quickly went outside.
Ugh if I continue losing control like this soon no more costumers will come. I'll destroy sakuras life.

I think it's better if I pack my things and go somewhere else until the Hunter exam..... yeah that's probably for the best.

I went to my room to pack my things but then the picture of me and my friends caught my eyes. I took the picture from the small table next to my bed and rubbed my finger on kurapika's face.

I swear I'll find you.

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Guys I'm not a good writer but this story has been on my mind for a while and I was so nervous to write it but I finally did. (⸝⸝•́દ•̀⸝⸝)

So hope you enjoyed~