Bittersweet ~ ( Haikyu x reader ) ~DISCONTINUED~

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 17

(Kiyoko pov)

I watched her sleep but not in a creepy way I just loved to admire her I loved how she got frustrated in her sleep but it sadly came to a end when we got to school I had to shake her to wake her up it was cute how she rubbed her eyes like a baby..

(Y/n POV)

As I got off the bus standing to Shōyō I heard "You kids got to see this! Get your butts in here the volleyball club is on television!" A old man said and Tanaka, Nishinoya, Shōyō and I all said "What?!" In sync anyone could tell we were excited as soon as we got into the room we all sat to the closest to the tv. I was only focused on what the tv lady was saying I saw the gym we played at! My eyes were filled with joy but Oikawa came up I stuck my tounge at the screen "Flattykawa" I said and I heard the team laugh after we heard "Karasuno high" and I got so excited! But..

Oikawa came on again..."Karasuno is a decent team I really hope they do their best so we'll be able to annihilate them. I also can't wait for our match together tomorrow so I could see their little cute manager-Chan! I believe she her nickname was 'The sly kitten' back then but anyways L/n-Chan if you're seeing this Hi cutie!" Oikawa said I was already fuming by the sight of him first he doesn't respect my boundaries then has the nerve to say my name again and they didn't show our team play after! As we were walking to the gym I started to feel a bit depressed..I know it's wrong but I just wanna go home and just think.. "Hey guys I gotta go somewhere right now so I'll cya tomorrow!" I lied as I put a fake smile they all stopped and looked at me "oh alright cya L/n be careful" coach Ukai said "I will thank you cya guys goodnight!" I said pulling my skateboard out to try to get on riding away but it ended badly I cut my knee by accident and fell "SHIT!" I shouted while I got up and heard laughing behind me I got up and just did it normally and rided off.

(Tsukishima pov)

That was pretty pathetic I wish I could replay that moment I wonder why she wears shorts under her skirt now but I'll just have to wait until I get her alone..I wonder where she's going at this time though.

(Y/n POV)

I had forgot that there was a new Shonen Jump volume coming out today! Man I really hope they don't close this is literally the only shop where they sell them! I finally arrived to the shop and went in there was only 3 left as I went to reach for one a larger hand wrapped around me and I blushed they felt so warm.. "Oh I'm sorry! You can take this one" I said with my face red still "Oh thank you but it's my fault anyways I'm Satori Tendō! Could I get your number..?" The Redhead said and two other guys behind him they looked highschoolers like me! "I'm F/n L/n and sure it's xxx-xxx-xxxx" I told him while his friends looked at me "Hey kids shops closing down soon hurry up!" The guy who worked there said annoyed "Well cya around Tendō!" I said with a smile and went to pay for the book then left.

(Tendō pov)

She's different from the others she didn't have a disgusted look on her face when she talked to me...She even gave me her number as we watched her ride on her skateboard she looked so beautiful..

"Guys wasn't she beautiful!" I asked them "She is" ?? Said in a stoic tone as usual "If I was her I would've ran away and never looked back." ?? Said to me "Come on don't be like that semisemi! At least I got her number" I said "Maybe if you introduced us to her we would've gotten it too! Right Ushijima?" Semi said and Ushijima nodded "and come on we gotta get back to the dorms it's late" Semi said walking "Right behind ya Semisemi!" I said.

(Y/n POV)

As I got home I saw a letter and a lavender and rose bouquet with a brown bag I picked them up and decided to read it later after I got inside I gave my cat the signal to put my playlist to overthink and cry on I'm glad I had such smart cats like them.. I went to take a shower after that I heard a knock at my door it was Shōyō so I opened it "Hey F/n!" He said with a smile "oh hey Shōyō what's up?" I asked him "nothing really I just picked you up some McDonald's!" He said with another smile "oh thank you Shōyō I'll try to repay you tomorrow" I said with a sad smile "no it's fine you don't have to" he said "oh alright cya tomorrow Shōyō" I said and he pulled me in for a hug it felt nice "Bye F/n!" He said pulling away then walking off and I shut the door and sat down to eat and read that letter.

If you're wondering how I knew your address it was because I followed you home to protect you of course! Sorry if you think I'm creepy now but I'm not :) but if you may could you meet me behind your gym tomorrow.

Your Secret admirer -

Holy crap that's kinda weird but I guess I'll go soon after I finished eating and went to lay down tears were already forming in my eyes

I have such nice and caring friends I don't deserve them... they would probably be better off without me dragging them down they probably think I'm annoying because of my mood swings they probably hate me...at this point I was crying already.

Does Oikawa even like me for who I am or just my looks.. nobody would ever like me for me they all either just want me because I'm 'pretty' and famous. What's the point in love I just want a man that loves me for me.. is that too much to ask for..?

I wonder what would happen if I just died right now I could easily end it all I'm too scared to do it though... maybe things would be better for everyone if I just went away or should I stay.. mom and dad would probably smack the shit out of me if they heard me thinking..

As I cried myself to sleep I felt my cats against me.