Bittersweet ~ ( Haikyu x reader ) ~DISCONTINUED~

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 23

(Y/n POV)

As we got back the guys ran up to me asking me questions.

"F/n where were you!" Shōyō asked me
"Oh I met some new friends and I got some new pets!" I smiled "Well too bad L/n go put them back." Kiyoko said "You're no fair Kiyoko" I said pouting walking to edge of the water "Goodbye my babies!" I said as I put the hermit crabs in the water and walking back "L/n can you help me pick the stuff up" Daichi asked me "Sure!" I said happily again running to help.

After that I picked up a lot of stuff and put it in the wagon we left to go home I've noticed I have been getting more depressed sometimes then getting happy

What is happening with me?! I guess I'll check myself out at the doctors after practice Monday I'm pretty sure they're open until late late.

"F/n" I heard yamaguchi say "Yes yams?" I asked the shy boy "Oh I just wanted to say you're really pretty!" He said to me "Oh thank you I really like your ahoge I might try to get my hair like that it's cute" I said to him and he blushed "Thank you F/n and I was wondering if you knew how to do a float serve" He asked me "Yeah why? Need help with it?" I responded to him and he nodded "Alright come to my house tomorrow" I said "What time?" Yamaguchi said to me "Maybe around 3 I guess" I told him and he nodded.

After that we finally made it to my house the guys were packing up to go back to their houses  as they were leaving I remembered I never asked them about Friday's match with Seijoh!

"Guys wait!" I shouted from my door and they all stopped and looked at me "I forgot to ask you guys but did you win against Seijoh!?" I asked them excited since I just knew they did! They all looked down with sad expressions on their faces and I tilt my head in confusion

"We're sorry L/n we knew you believed in us really much but we didn't we lost" Daichi said to me.

ɪᴛs ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ.

"Oh don't worry I'm fine I'm glad you guys tried your best but I know we will win spring preliminaries!" I said doing a fake smile to hide my sadness "You sure L/n" Suga asked me and I nodded "Bye guys cya Monday!" I said waving with my fake smile and closed the door.

ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ
ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ
ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ

I ran to my room and started to cry "It's all my fault! All my fault!!" I shouted into my pillow and cried even harder "If only I wasn't sick I could've went!" I shouted "My fault! It was all my fault they lost!!" I cried even harder making me gag

I started to hit myself as a form of punishment
"Shit it's all my fault why didn't I go!" I cried even harder my throat hurt so badly from gagging.

ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴘʀᴏʙᴀʙʟʏ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴏᴡ
ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴏʀʀʏ ᴀss ғʀᴏᴍ ᴘɪᴛʏ

"Shut up! shut up!!shut up!!!" I yelled into my pillow since I didn't want to make any more noise after awhile the voices stopped I went into my comfort cosplay which was Hinata from Naruto after that I went on stream to play with fans I loved all my fans and the chat section was filled with things like

'Love your Hinata cosplay!'
'You look so pretty!'
And other things like that I was getting close to 6 million I was surprised I never knew I would get to 6 million and there was comic con in December maybe I'll do a booth there this year after awhile of talking and playing with fans I earned 5k I was really grateful I went into bathroom to take off my cosplay after I did that I was feeling myself! I thought I looked really cool I even made a ahoge with my hair like yams! It was cute I loved my fangs so much too I noticed how much I resembled a snake I had a long skinny tounge and I mean like I did act like on the court it use to be so fun tricking and insulting the players on the other side making them pissed the looks on their faces were priceless! I loved how long my hair was.

After that I went to bed since I was sleepy..

(Timeskip)

I woke up feeling pretty good I checked my phone and it was already 2:49?! I got up quickly and took a shower and did my hygiene routine and went outside to set up my volleyball net and ate some food but after I finished Yamaguchi came "Hey yams!" I said happily opening the door "Hi F/n!" He said happily back and I led him outside where my net was "You ready to practice?" I said tossing him a ball and he caught it and nodded "Alright do it yams!" I said to him from the other side of the net as he attempted it I pretended I was able to receive it to boost his confidence and the looks on his face was pure happiness after a couple hours of that more I made him some onigiris to take home and eat after that he thanked me and left I thought it would be a good idea to ask if Kenma wanted to stream with me

So I called him after 3 rings he picked up

"Hey L/n" Kenma said from the other line

"Hi Kenma I was wondering if you wanted to stream with me and maybe we could play Minecraft on stream!" I asked the pudding hair boy from the phone

"Sure let me hop on my pc also my gamer tag is Kodzuken if you need it to add me" He said in his calm voice I loved it so much!

"Alright I'll add you and my Discord is 0ddish#6379 (not a real discord) so add me and we can call on there!" I said happily and I heard a 'mhm' from him

"Okay! So cya again in 5 minutes!" I said into the phone as I was logging into my computer and accounts

"Later L/n" Kenma said and hanged up

After that I changed into a black skirt with some thigh highs and a matching sweater then I received a call on discord from Kenma so I picked it up obviously.

"Hey Kenma again I was thinking we should start a Minecraft survival World Series? if you want of course" I said into my Mic

"Sure that seems fun to do I accepted your friend request on Minecraft" He said

"Alright let me just set up to start my stream then we can start!" I said happily with big smile on my face

(Kenma pov)

I loved her voice so much I wish I could see her pretty voice too but at least I get to do her stream with her after that I heard her say hello to her stream. She so perfect I wished that she was mine already but I'm too shy to make a move after she greeted her stream we played Minecraft on stream for a couple hours we already made a cute house in a flower forest biome our world was pretty good they're was a couple of villages near us after two more hours it was 1am and we both had school so we had to get off

"Bye Kenma I'll text you when I get up!" I heard L/n from the other line

"Bye L/n it was really fun and you made me laugh a lot today it was really nice" I said to her

"You're my friend and that means I always have to do it so it's my pleasure it was really nice playing!" She said which made me blush a little and she hanged up I really wish I was more confident to make a move already if not someone will probably take her!