Bittersweet ~ ( Haikyu x reader ) ~DISCONTINUED~

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 11

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING/sexual actions⚠️
(Y/n POV)

My uniform was all bloody and dirty so I put it in the wash and went to take a bath I was deep in thought while I had cavetown play on my phone I had remembered the words Tsukishima said to me then I looked at my wrists I began to tear up I saw the blade I had use on my wrist I stared at it for a few seconds then grabbed it I had decided to do it on my upper thighs it hurt like hell but I found it arousing I moaned a bit when I did another cut. My vagina was throbbing already so to ease it I put a finger in it going in and out it hurt a bit at first but it felt good! After a bit I stuck another one in after a bit more time of pleasuring myself my juices came out I licked my fingers then washed myself I put the blade back on my sink and dried myself and put bandages over the cuts then got dressed. I did my night routine but I was bored so I decided to go stream and play with fans after a couple of hours playing and streaming I said goodnight to my fans and saw how much I earned i was surprised I made 2.4k that was my highest amount all year! I decided to save the money just in case then I went to bed.

(Timeskip)

I woke up to my cat meowing and licking my face it was still early so I decided to take a extra long shower my whole house smelled like lavender now I put shorts underneath my skirt so just incase I trip no one sees my bandages I was in a good mood and I'm not going to let anyone ruin it! I ate my breakfast and gave my animals their breakfast before I left I grabbed my board and my bag and headed off to school.

(Timeskip)

I arrived to school and headed to the gym to find Kageyama and Shōyō practicing "Hey guys" I said happily "Goodmorning Y/n!" They shouted back after that I closed the door behind me and set my bag down on the bench and ran over to Kageyama "Kageyamaaa! Can I try because it seems your having trouble with it" I said and he looked at me giving me the ball and a nod after he stepped aside as I threw the ball in the air and did a jump serve Shōyō tried to receive it but it was too quick for him even with his speed the ball had hit the bottle spot on. Kageyama has looked at me with wide eyes "Woahh that was so cool F/n!" Shōyō said as I gave Kageyama another ball he tried to copy me but it got received by someone he looked the same height as me but taller I think his hair was cute though! "Hey are you shorter than me?" Shōyō asked "Hey! You better watch what you say to me!" He shouted at him I couldn't hear the rest of their conversation due to Tanaka, Suga, and Daichi walking in when they came in I left to search for Kiyoko since she would arrive soon after a few minutes I found her "Morning Kiyoko you look pretty today!" I said and she blushed "Thank you L/n you do too" she said with a smile "Also you can drop the L/n just call me F/n" I said with a smile "Alright F/n" she replied and I grabbed her sleeve and we walked to the gym together talking about volleyball. When we were walking through the door the same guy from earlier came running up to us We both screamed and I hugged Kiyoko while she slapped him I let go still holding her sleeve while we went to put her bag away we noticed the guy named Nishinoya left and Shōyō too but they came back and then he walked up to me "Heyy beautiful what's your name?" He asked me "It's L/n F/n I'm a second year and the second manager!" I said with a smile "cool I'm Nishinoya yu!"

(Timeskip to after school)

We were cleaning up and me and Nishinoya was helping Shōyō with receives "Okay I'll show you again swoo swish then bam! Got it?"He said "No it's bang bam boom!" I said receiving the volleyball and the boys looked at us confused "I told you people who react on instinct really suck at putting stuff into words" Tanaka said "ehh I don't know I'm pretty sure I understood what they meant" Kageyama said "Yeah that's cause you're the same way it's all sound effects like WAMAJAM KAPLEWIE stuff your all like a bunch of 5 year olds" Tanaka replied

(Sorry for so many Timeskip𝚜 :c )

(Y/n POV)

Kageyama, Shōyō and I were looking for the 3 year halls for a bit but we eventually found it Kageyama and Shoyo were fighting about who goes in first when this big tall dude came out the room to be honest he looked intimidating but really gentle to him "Asahi?" The two said in sync and Suga looked at us and the guy named Asahi said "What's up?" And Shoyo got scared and hid behind me as if I was tall "L/n what are you guys doing here?" Suga asked me "I actually don't know I just follow these two around just because" I said playing with my fingers since I actually didn't know why we were here "Anyways these are the new guys Hinata and Kageyama and this is our second managaer, L/n" Suga said "oh it's nice to meet you guys.."Asahi said "Hello"  all three of us bowed and said in sync I accidentally zoned out but I got snapped back in "So are you gonna play with us or what?" Shōyō said Asahi gave him a 'Hm?' in response "I want to be the ace one day i was hoping to see you in action" Shōyō said "Sorry but I'm not the ace anymore" and he gave us a shy smile with a wave then walked off.

(Timeskip to practice)

(Y/n POV)

"Rolling THUNDERR"Nishinoya shouted Tanaka started to laugh at him but I thought it was really cool! Come on dude it just a rolling receive!" Tanaka shouted laughing after a big Mr.Takeda said for us to take 5 "So the golden week training camp, We're all going this year aren't we!" He said "Yeah because we all can surely benefit from it" Daichi said "Excellent because on the last day of said training camp I arranged us a PRACTICE MATCH!" Takeda said while the boys yelled in excitement it hurt my eyes but I guess it was tolerable "Who are we goning to be playing?" Suga asked happily "Nekoma highschool there in Tokyo people described them as 'cat like'" Takeda said those last words got me really interested "Cat-like?"Shōyō said "Yeah we actually know who those guys are our old coach use to be rivals with their coach. We use to play them all the time" Tanaka said to Shōyō "Yeah that's right they called it the cats and birds the famous trashcan showdown" Suga said "I actually wanted to go there for the rest of my highschool years" I said holding my hands behind my back "really why didn't you go?" Suga asked me "because I was too lazy to move to Tokyo and because I would miss Shōyō's little sister too much" I told them while The guys laughed at him "Wow she would really miss your sister over you!" Tanaka laughed at him "so wait we haven't played that school in a while why now?" Daichi asked Takeda "its simple but I'll explain the details later in short I found out they were our adversary and then I just had to stage a rematch, if we go up against Nekoma high he'll change his tune.." Takeda told us "Great looking forward to it let's make this practice game count!" Daichi said "Right!" The boys shouted

(Timeskip)

I was sitting against the wall on my phone playing games while Kageyama and Shōyō started to fight again I flinched when I saw Kageyama throw Shōyō thankfully he landed on his feet.