Say My Name Again.

Cannot Keep Away.

Those words echoed in my head long after he said them. Why would he do that to her? Why would he do that to me! I couldn't get my head round it. I immediately got up dragging the duvet up with me holding it around me. 'Alex please. I can explain.' 'Then explain!' 'What?' I turned 'Then explain! Explain why you did such a thing. A stupid thing!' He looked down. I scoffed and walked to my wardrobe pulling on my clothes. 'Get out.' 'What?' 'I said get out.' 'Can we not talk about this?' 'No!' I picked up his clothes and threw them out the door. 'Out! Now!' He grumbled to himself as he stood to his feet. He was gorgeous. No matter what had happened I still thought it. The way his tattoos trailed all the way from his neck to his toes. He was a living piece of art. I blinked and looked away, turning my head as he walked out.
It had been weeks since then. I was back at work, obviously. I was more determined to focus on work and not... Boys. I waved my last customer off; the infinity sign on their wrist, ironic. 'You've become a natural at this.' I heard James say from behind me. I turned and smiled. 'I wouldn't say natural.' He shrugged. 'So, fancy working full time?' I felt my face light up with a smile. I hugged him and bounced a bit, the thought of it was overwhelming. It was somewhat a dream of mine. As I pulled back I thanked him. 'Right then see you tomorrow?' He smiled back, 'see you tomorrow.' I agreed and picked up my hand bag and left.
The smile couldn't leave my face walking home. But it wouldn't last long as I heard my phone buzz and a familiar name flash up; a text from Oliver. I sighed and hesitated before reading it. He was asking me to go round to his because he wanted to talk. With his address below. I sighed as I knew it wouldn't be talking, it would be him finding every excuse just to get away with what he had done. He might even lie and say he broke up with his girlfriend. I laughed, I couldn't believe him. It was too good to be true anyway, meeting your hero and that. I had to get over it.
'I got a lot to say to you yeah I got a lot to say I noticed your eyes are always glued to me..........let's be more than this...... If you wanna play it like a game then come on come on let's play.' I screamed the lyrics to crush by Paramore (probably wrong but in my mind I was Beyoncé) as I threw out different clothes from my wardrobe. Experimenting with different outfits was a good pass time. Looking in the mirror I looked myself up and down; black vans, black knee high socks, black skater skirt and a white loose top with a short black leather jacket to top it off. Perfect.
My phone went again, third time in two hours. All from Oli asking if I was coming over. I looked at my phone and saw it was from him, again. My eyes rolled then glanced at the screen. I had to look twice. 'I'm in trouble, help please Alex. I did something stupid.' My heart stopped. I knew about his near over doses and low moods from his speeches but I knew what it was like to be in this position and the one saying it. Too many times have I said goodbye. I looked in the mirror, no makeup, messy hair and well this outfit. I shook my head, grabbed my phone and keys.
I pulled up at Oliver's house. (A/N: I know it's old but when talking about his house in my mind I think of when he took part in MTV Cribs, if you haven't seen it it is on YouTube.)
It was dark. Shit. I quickly got out and ran up to the door, it was open. I felt my hands shaking and my heart race but it wasn't the time to let a panic attack take over. 'OLI!' I cried repeatedly running about. I reached the upstairs bedroom at the end. I rushed in and saw a light coming from the balcony. I approached cautiously. 'Oliver?' I stepped out and looked at him from head to toe. Dressed in black tie Oliver turned and faced me with a beer in his hand. My jaw dropped, he was fine. Nothing was wrong. He tricked me.
'Hey gorgeous.' He smirked. 'Oli... I... I don't understand.' He looked down before returning to eye contact. 'I needed to get you over here.' 'So you lied.' I felt my eyes well up forcing me to look away. 'Babe I'm sorry I did what I did, I needed to see you. I'm glad I did. Because well, look at you. You're beautiful.' Looking back at him tears fell. I didn't appreciate his lie and I didn't appreciate his sudden flirtatiousness. 'Don't ever lie to me like that. Ever.' His expression revealed how he realised why I was hurt and that I was crying. I turned to leave but he grabbed my hand. 'Wait.. Look Alex I'm sorry I really I am you didn't want to come I should've left you alone but I couldn't. No matter how hard I tried.'
I looked at his hand then at him and flashed a small smile. 'Then don't.' I couldn't resist myself no matter how hurt I would get. No one had ever said anything of the sort to me before.
He smiled before hugging me tight, breathing in his cologne I smiled and hugged back.

A/N : I've had writers block I'm sorry but I currently have another chapter split into two parts ready to publish so don't lose hope. What are your thoughts so far? Thanks for the support, vote, comment, share! 💕