It's beautiful but it's not meant for me
it's a fantasy that's not meant to be
wish I could make it my all
embrace it and feel whole
if I could let my guard down just for a day
would it make me happy or lead me astray?
would I leap with joy
or cry 'cause of a boy?
can I say my heart is broken?
or should I leave everything as words unspoken?
my heart captured only to be crushed!
thought love would pity me for I'm only dust
I hold myself down
always restrained
my eyes stay dry and I never give into the pain
when will the day come when someone will feel the same?
the pain comes not from the truth
but from knowing the truth and knowing that things will stay unchanged
maybe I'm sad as well 'cause it feels like my love is being delayed
pretty heart doesn't know the full joy that love brings
I don't know the sweet melody it always sings
I only know a part
and it's a part that seems to be breaking my heart♥
