You've changed the way I look at boys- the way I look at love
You've made me more cautious than I ever was
It's a shame,
I loved you so.. it's hard to explain
No I'm not tryna set the blame
Won't even justify this with my pain
Although my notes feel like a guilt-trip
They're for me when hurt is what I'm dealing with
When pain makes me feel sick
When the nightmares start again and I can't retreat
Looks like life will bring us close,
A former desperately needed medicinal dose
When it does I hope you'll hold no power against my emotions
I hope you find someone to give you their all like I did,
Something whole and candid
To love you without reservations
