I long for the companion I found in you once upon a dream
The one who made my soul feel alive by filling it with tender care and affection
One who paid attention to small details
The one who was considerate and remembered
Not the one who let's me hurt so much due to the lack of affection and attention
Gives me time and company so vague I almost feel guilty for hurting and confused at the same time
So much so I'm learning to be numb and not care
..I don't want to say it but I'm hungry for the type of affection you don't give me
I'm longing for it and that's a scary thing
