you're a liar || seungjin ✔

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 33

seungmin's pov

i swear bang chan and his obsession with jeongin is unbelievable- he's now making me listen to himself talking about how much he loves him. absolutely fucking amazing.

i opened the attachment that i got from chan grumpily and fell onto my bed. 

"lets get this fucking over with"

i clicked on play and lay on my back.

"okay, so it all started on august 18th a couple of years ago, when my parents were going on a business trip, but didn't make it to the destination and were in a plane crash-"

hyunjin? plane crash? what the fuck is he on about? 

Oh my god was that why he- shit

"after that yeo-soo and jin-ae found out about it and bribed me with it- i don't know why i said this when i knew i needed help, but i told them not to tell you guys about it. i know its stupid, but thats what happened. they used that to their advantage and used me."

fuck.

"they said that wouldn't tell if i did everything they said- at that time i had no idea what they were on about, but now i realise how stupid i was. at this point, yeo-soo tried to r-rape me and jin-ae stood there and watched, taking videos. that video was then leaked and i was called a cheater." hyunjin sniffed, quite obviously crying.

oh. my god. 

fuck i messed up. h-he told me this ages ago, but i didn't listen, i didn't believe my own boyfriend what the fuck is wrong with me? well- ex-boyfriend.

"luckily, he didn't go all the way as you stopped him and beat his ass up" both hyunjin and chan chuckled lowly.

i ran my fingers through my hair and sighed, tears filling up my eyes once again. this feeling is never going away is it? my heart aches so bad, i just want to give him a huge hug and beg him to forgive me. but my pride won't let me do that.

"i love seungmin so much, and i hope he knows that i would never cheat on him at all, he owns my whole heart and honestly my life is fucked up without him... chan i want him back" he cried, making me sob again.

fuck. 

mini-warning (suicide mentions)

chan hyung :)

why would you send me thatt 😭😭

did he know you were recording?

no 

but you need to fix this problem

it was all because of a silly misunderstanding, and my step-brother nearly killed himself twice. so you better fucking fix this cuz i can't see him sad.

he nearly what-

do i need to fucking explain everything to you kim seungmin?

i thought you were smart?

ok ok i'm coming over

is he home?

yup :)
[seen 2:32 pm]