His heartbeat || tk

Chapter- 41 Hurt

3rd POV;

Taehyung opened his eyes, sleep still clouding his mind-- he yawns as he takes the support of his elbows to sit up,

His eyes widens when he sees a figure sitting on the stool, his head on his laps-- tears well up in his eyes when he realized who it was,

You finally found out, didn't you?

He smiles at him, his slender-- pale fingers caressing his head, I really got a lot to explain to you--

He freezes when he feels jungkook moving,

"Don't ruin my hairstyle--" jungkook whined, suddenly his eyes meets taehyungs as he suddenly stops moving--

"good morning," taehyung whispers looking down, he could feel jungkooks strong gaze on him,

"hmm, good morning" jungkook replies in his morning raspy voice before taking taehyungs hand in his,

They both sit in silence, one had a lot to ask and the other had a lot to explain--

"How are you feeling?" Jungkook asks making taehyung snap back to reality,

"Huh?"

"How are you feeling taehyung?"

Taehyung felt a pang in his heart hearing him call by his full name and not by 'tae',

He took a deep breath before replying,

"I'm o-okay,"

Jungkook just hummed,  caressing taehyungs fingers, taehyung stares at him-- waiting for him to bombard him with questions but-- jungkook just sat in silence,

"Don't you wanna ask me something?" taehyung broke the silence making jungkook look up to him, he let out a small chuckle before speaking,

"Even if I want to-- would you answer it honestly?" Jungkook asks making taehyung look down as he nods hesitantly,

"Well, I got no questions for you-- even if I did, I don't expect for you to answer everything honestly--"

These words-- it felt like a thousand knives stabbed his heart-- Jungkook didn't trust him-- his eyes widened when Jungkook stood up, him already missing the warmth of jungkooks hands--

"I'll go get your mother," he utters before walking out, not giving a chance for him to reply---

taehyung sits there in silence, feeling guilty about hiding everything from him-- he really didn't deserve that,

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"how are you feeling sweetheart?" Mrs. Kim asks as she puts the food tray aside, giving him a peck on his forehead,

"I'm feeling fine mom," he smiles, his eyes wandering towards the door.

She smiles at him, understanding who he was looking for,

"He's still there-- he told me not to tell this to you but-- he's still outside, stealing glances whenever he can," she whispers winking at him making taehyung blush,

"He must be really mad at me," he smiles sadly making her shake his head,

"Not mad-- but disappointed," she caresses his head making him nod at her, tears welling up in his eyes

"I should've told everything to him-- not hide this-- he deserved the truth, "

"He indeed deserved the truth baby.
He has been there for you-- everytime you needed him, he was broken after your accident-- he pushed everyone away when he got to know you had lost your memories, " she sighs sadly, sitting on the stool,

"I love him mom, but I don't think I deserve him--" his words were cut off when his mother shushed him by stuffing a spoon of the soup in his mouth making him giggle,

"You both do deserve eachother," she smiled making taehyung nod hesitantly,

"Will I be okay mom?" Taehyung asked hesitantly, making her smile before she replied,

"Ofcourse baby you will be. After that maybe--" she trailed off, wriggling her eyebrows and Taehyung knew exactly what she was indicating to,

"mom!" Taehyung hid his blushing face in his hands making her laugh,

"well I'll be leaving now. I have to speak to your doctor, till then get some sleep," she kissed his forehead making Taehyung smile before he nodded,

Once again as soon as she left-- Taehyung was left alone in his thoughts--

'Will we really be okay?'

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Planning on ending the book soon!