BILLIE EILISH IMAGINES

Regrets 3

Thanksgiving was fun, and more of your high school friends stopped by to see you. Almost all of your family was there. You were having fun, too much fun. You're slightly tipsy from all the wine your mom was giving you.

"Y/nn" you head someone called, you turned and your body was jumped by none other than Claudia. You smiled and waved at Fin and Billie. You made your way towards them, smiling weirdly.

"Are you drunk??" Claudia asked and held your face in her hands. You shook your head.
"Just tipsy, mom kept on giving me wine"
You giggled and looked at Fin.

"You look handsome Fin, I missed youuuuuu" you playfully dragged making him laugh at you.

"Do you want something to eat? I can make you guys a plate and the drinks is just right there" you point to the side.

"No we'll manage y/nn for now let's catch up" Claudia pulled you towards the extra couch, sitting beside you.

"So how have you been?"

"I've been great"

"ooh, how's work? Do you work?" Claudia asked playing wirh your fingers.

"Yes i do Clauds, I work as a Lawyer in Asia" she gawked and told you how proud she is.

"How about you? Did Fin finally put a ring on your hand?" you whispered and laughed lowly.

"Yes he did" she whispered back showing you her hand.

"Congratulations!" you said with too much excitement.

"Can I come to your wedding? Please?? Pleaseeee" you pouted and put your hand together.

Fin laughed and threw a thow pillow at you playfully.

"Of course you caannn, you can be my Bridesmaid" Claudia stated happily.

"How about you y/nn are you seeing anyone?" Fin asked, you turn to him and looked at him dead serious in the eye.

"I'm married Fin, I also have a child but she's with her dad in Asia." you said.

The three of them looked at you, their eyes was bulging. You're unaware of Billie's aching heart. When she heard that word come out your mouth her whole world came crushing down.

"You serious?" Fin muttered.

"No I was joking" You said and laughed.

You saw Billie heaved a relieved sigh. You raised your brow at her but payed no mind.

.

"Let go of me" you harshly said and pulled your arm away from Billie aggressively.

"I said I wanted to talk yo you!"

"There's nothing to talk about"

"There is a lot to talk about Y/n. Please just hear me out"

"No!" you said stubbornly and pushed her. You hit her blindly.

"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you" you said now crying and still hitting Billie. She finally caught your arms, pulling you by your neck, kissing you. Salty tears mixed with the kiss, it was still perfect.
You pulled back and slapped her. Hard.

"What is wrong with you!!" you said pushing her.
"YOU!!!" Billie screamed and took a step towards you.

"I loved you, I still do, I always will. I thought treating you bad and making you hate me will settle my worries. I thought hurting you was the best way to prove to myself that I am incapable of love. I never wanted to hurt you. But i was scared. Shitless. I know soon enough I will fuck up even more. So I went to other girls knowing the only wanted something. Something taht exclude my love and attention. You were there, when i was down and sad. I was a mess. But you stayed, and that scared me. Because i was getting too attached to you, getting used to your kisses, your hugs, your cooking, the feeling of you in my arms. It scared me. I love you"

"And that's all I've ever wanted Billie, for you to get used to me. So you can trust me fully. I wanted you to get used to me. Because i was used to you. I was used to waking up next to you. I was used to cooking and bringing your lunch. I was used to cuddle with you when you're sick because i really love you" that made her smile.

"Give me another chance y/nn. I won't promise that I won't mess up again, but I swear I will make sure to make it up to you. I will make sure that you know that you're loved everyday"

You smiled and gave her cheek a peck.
"I will. But it will take time for me to trust you. Its not that i don't trust you, but I'm just being careful"

She nodded and kissed your forehead, hugging you. She took a deep breath of you.
"I missed you. And your smell, even tho it's a bit different" you looked up to her and cocked a brow.
"What do you mean??" she took another long sniff of you.
"You smell sweet before, like strawberries and vanilla, but not you smell a little bit bolder. Sexier" she said.
"Oh"

After cuddling in your bed, she decided to head back down because she was pretty sure everyone's looking for you.
When you stepped down, you saw Trevor walking towards you, you jumped and he quickly caught you his hands was on yiur waist. You giggled and kisses his cheeks.

"I missed you, where have you been?" he asked and put you down wrapping his arms around your shoulders.

"Upstairs" your eyes immediately fell into Billie. She was frowning and glaring at Trevor. You wiggled out of Trevs arm and went to Billie.

"You know, he's just my bestfriend"
You said and wiggled your brows. She rolled her eyes and pulled you to her chest.

"You're mine, you know that right" she said kissing your lips possesively. You hummed and pulled back.

"Slow"

"Right slow"