Flash forward. (Lexa/You)

Chapter Four//Pain.

Weeks had passed since Nia little visit, I honestly hated that bitch. I literally hated referring to her as my queen so I just call her Nia. 

"Lexa, I could just kill her." I told her as we walked out of the tower. She wanted me to train with her because I more or likely would get mad and my eyes would go black again. I don't really see why she wanted me to train I had powers but I'll just do as I am told. I only agreed because I got to stare at her, she was gorgeous. Who wouldn't stare?

"Grab a wooden sword." she pointed to where they were. We began training I kept knocking her on her ass I could see her getting visible frustrated so I let her beat my a couple of times. 

"Lexa use a real sword." she looked at me for confirmation to which I just nodded. She walked over and had grabbed the sword she had on her all the time. She pulled it out making a really satisfying noise. 

Lexa went back into her position and just like the we started, I moved out of the way of her first swing, once I twirled back around I swiped her feet out of under her causing her to fall. I reached my hand down to help her up which she accepted. 

Once back on her feet she swung her sword at me slicing the side of my arm. I didn't react very well I could feel my face getting red and my eyes about to roll. I swung back around and tripped her once more before storming off. I don't know why I got so mad but something told me if I stayed I would've done a lot more than just trip her. 

I ended going back up to my room to sleep, I didn't really sleep in the bed at all. I just slept on the couch. I didn't go down for dinner because I wasn't up and if I were I wouldn't have eaten. 

I woke up hours after dinner to Octavia and Raven being loud, there were arguing over who was cuter me or the commander. I don't know who brings up these dumb conversations but they were enjoying themselves. 

"I have ears." I lifted myself up still sitting on the couch but I faced them. "And obviously I am cuter." I flipped my hair over my shoulder causing them both to giggle. 

"I don't know that one is hard, because if you have ever seen Lexa when she is mad. It's kind of really hot." Raven pushed Octavias shoulder who just nodded in agreement. 

"Lexa is hot when she is what?" Lexa's voice came from the door. I fell off the couch slamming me head on the table but I just kept laughing. The way Raven manage to embarrass herself with every word was enough to send me into a fit a laughter. 

"Every time Raven." Octavia laughed she fell off the bed. 

"She never learns does she." I laughed from the floor. My eyes were closed because I was laughing really hard so when I opened them to Lexa standing above me I lifted myself up brushing myself off. "What can I do for you?" I looked at her,

"Queen Nia wants to see you." she looked down at the ground then back up at me. "Now." 

"I have no choice?" I looked at her furious green eyes hers meeting mine. She shook her head. "Lexa I'll be fine." I reassured her placing my hands on her shoulders before letting go so I could walk out. Lexa getting upset about me being alone with Nia made me think she cared about me which made me smile at least until I remembered I'd be staring down the cold bitch Nia again.

I made my way to Nia's room knocking on the door before entering. I honestly hated this feeling of being alone with her, I didn't even like being around her in a room full of people. She made my blood boil and if she were to set me over the edge I wouldn't be able to control it. 

"Come in." I heard it call it from inside her room. Even her voice put me on edge. 

"What do you want?" I opened the doors and stepping inside.